Hey guys. I want to touch a very sensitive topic.
Hate.
I know that most of you guys'll get mad that this isn't an actual update, but I don't seem to get my shit together. So I thought you might want to listen to me. Maybe as the only one...
I'm seventeen, my name is not gonna be given so let's just call me Alpaca-chan.
I'm as told seventeen, live in Denmark, which is generally a nice country. Though, in the school I tend they don't show how nice we Danes usually are. Rumors. Hate. Bullying. Pain. I'm literally crying myself to sleep almost every night. And not to make it worse I'm a GenderQueer.. Danes don't like difference like these.. I wish that I wasn't so pathetic and actually stood up for myself. But I'm vulnerable.. very.. I might, one day stand up..
Hell I'm not even sure that i have the guts to post this.. I might end up deleting this..
so if you ever wondered why I stopped posting updates, this is the reason..
I'm sorry..
this has been in my draft for almost a month now. I'm not better but my point of View has changed slightly. I don't care.. About the scars on my arms, about the hurtful words.. I can't afford to care anymore...
