So here I was. Back where it all started. It feels like a lifetime ago. "(Y/N)?" Me Mackay looked at me. "What is happening to you?" He motioned for me to sit in the chair in front of him. I looked stern at him. "What do you mean? Everything is just like usual..." I stopped myself. Was it really? "You just seem even more distant than normally" his eyes look concerned at me. "I'm fine" I lied, but I was convinced, that if I kept telling myself that all the time, one day it might be true. "Alright..." Mr. Mackay sighed. "Is Craig taking good care of you?" I stopped breathing for a second. "About that..." I began, unaware of what I was gonna say. 'Well me Mackay, I am mentally unstable and he found out and he still loved me. Then I went ahead and fucked it all up and now he won't even look at me.' Doesn't sound good... " Well, he told me you're showing progress." He smiled. "Wha- I mean yeah!" I was taken by surprise. Maybe I should talk to him...
"Anyway, I just wanted to check up on you, since he said that you didn't need him to watch over him anymore." Me Mackay continued. For some reason, my heart sank. "Is that so... well I guess he's right..." he tried to act as I didn't care, just like I usually do whenever I feel my emotions get too much. "Is that all?" I asked and looked up at me Mackay. "Yes." He smiled at me, but I simply gave him a half-hearted smile back as I got up and left the room.
I went to the back of the school, hoping to find Craig. And sure enough, there he sat, smoking. "Can we talk.." I asked and looked at him. "You made yourself pretty clear." He said coldly. I could feel my eyes begin to water. "Yeah... I did.. but I didn't mean it.." I said and say down next to him. "Well, what did you mean?" He looked at me, his eyes red and puffy. "That it's hard suddenly to have someone care for me." I sighed. "And that I'm not used to it, but I liked it..." he sighed. "What do I do with you.." he pulled me in so my head was resting on him. "Love me?" I smiled a little at him. "Yeah obviously... " he smiled a little. I took the cigarette and began puffing on it. "Wanna go to my place after school?" He asked and looked down at me. I simply nodded.
Hello! I guess you didn't expect to hear from me again!
Well, I finally figured out how I should continue.
Also, I really have some amazing readers! I really appreciate you guys
~alpaca-Chan
