What will happen to us....

Okay, did I not say I did not want to brake up with you... Didn't you say you still had feelings for me... Okay you just can't text me out of the blue saying you like someone else, and say "I don't know if this is weird to you but I don't know if I should ask her out?" What the heck do you expect me to do.. Say "oh yes you should ask her out".. "and then I will laugh in your face when she says no"..

I don't care if you get nervous around her. I don't care that you have feelings for her, but can you just make one thing clear didn't you say if we were really over you weren't going date again till the tenth grade.. Now why would you say you wanted to ask her out.. Tell me this what do you feel right now... So I know whether or not to stop texting you...

I mean come on I am not going to sit here and listen to this... Okay, I won't cry I won't... No, I won't even waste a breath.. Because I yell but really how much do you hear... Can you even hear me?  Lets make it easy for you I am going stop... Stop every thing and lets face it.. Everything meant everything...  Is it going be weird to me. Are you stupid? I mean come on... You can't do that. But hey, I don't need your pity.. I don't need your heart.. Your soul, and lets face it, you kind of creeped me out... Just saying...  I mean why would you tell me that. 

Okay, I don't care that you tell me things. I am happy you can talk to me. I will be quiet because I don't know what to say.. I don't know whether to give you advise but I don't want to give you advise and you not listen.. or no.. I mean.. it's just.. huff i don't know... I am just done.. I don't cry, I don't waste my time.. and from now on I guess that's Okay with you.. I guess, it's better this way.. I am not going to interfere... So sorry if you don't want to hear this, sorry if this is not going where you hoped it would. I am sorry if you are confused..

I am glad to be away from you, I mean not glad, but....

I am done, I yelled you didn't hear me so yeah, I am done....

"Baby come down and eat something..." I looked up from my notebook...

"coming!" I closed my notebook and ran down stairs... My phone vibrated and I looked at it... it was him... I ignored it and turned off my phone and ran downstairs.

"foods on the table.. i am off to work"

"Okay talk to you later"

I was glad it was Spring Brake. Other wise I would have to face the one person I do not want to face..

Texts came and I never replied. This day was going to be a long day...