Behind The Scenes (Completed)

Chapter 18

Chapter 18

3 Months Later (Summayah Pov)

It's been a painful 3 month without queenie. She isn't dead but the doctors say she is. Daniella walking around with a big ole baby bump. Kyree got arrested not yet for the Rape of Queenie but his Dumb ass got caught with Drugs on him. Jacob has became more closed out of the world. Honestly he had become a little Man Hoe. He has been fucking bitch after Bitch after Bitch. Ayo & Teo has been doing way more work lately. Queenie's mom has did a lot less work and has managed to stay in the state these whole 3 months. I know y'all probably wonder about me well me. I don't know. I cry everyday and night. The hardest thing to do is leave the hospital from being by her side. My mom makes me go to a therapist now. He told me not to go to the hospital everyday like I have been doing. Then Yesterday everyone close to her had a group meeting and it was the harshest thing ever. I was knocked out of my thoughts by a knock on my door

Me: Who is it

Jacob: Me

Me: Come in

Jacob walked in and sat on my bed. We sat in silence for a moment then he spoke up softly.

Jacob: It has been 3 Months

Me: yeah

It went silent again and this time I decided to speak up.

Me: Have you talked to her mother

Jacob: Yes

Me: What did she say

Jacob: That the hospital want her to sign papers so she can get taken off of life support. They said That it was her time to go.

I looked him in the eye as each word he spoke he got Weaker and Weaker. The last Sentence he spoke hit me like someone had thrown a bat at the back of my head. Tears rolled off our cheeks carefully hitting the bed. He grabbed me trying to calm me down. I laid my head in his chest and he rested his chin on my head. I Don't know why but our lips touched and he held he tightly and after our lips stop touching he whispered in my ear.

Jacob: Promise you won't let go

I looked at the sadness in his eyes and grabbed his face making our lips touch once again. As we kissed he stroked his fingers through my hair and I did the same with his. He started gently kissing my neck making my moans build up. Till I finally let one out softly. He grabbed my hips and softly rubbed my butt. Without any words he pulled my pants down and I pulled his down and he stuck in and gently stroked. Knowing this was my first time and I was still fragile.

Later on

We laid on my bed naked staring at the celling. We did not speak one word as the silence was comforting. We made love full of grief. I stuck out my hand and he grabbed on to it and we continued to lay there in the comforting silence. I hummed the words to Promise by Jhene Aiko. I switched up the words a tad bit.

Song in the mm ( if you want to hear the whole thing )

Swear that I can still feel you here
I just can't believe you're not here
I've been needing you
All I dream is you
Uh, don't think I can make it
I don't think I can make it
But then I hear you say that
I bet not do nothing crazy
'Cause Jacob really needs you
And I would never leave you
'Cause I am in the stars
And everywhere you are
And every single little moment
And every single bit of sunshine just
Know that I am right by your side
And know that you are right by my side
So Imma make you so proud
And you don't ever have to worry 'bout me
No, you don't ever have to worry 'bout me

Promise I'll be alright, promise I'll be alright
Wish that you were here now
I'm missing you right here but
Promise I'll be alright, promise I'll be alright
Promise I'll be alright, promise I'll be, promise I'll
Promise I'll be alright, just know that I'll be alright
Know that I'll be alright, know that I'll be, know that I'll be alright