Perfect for each other *DISCONTINUED*

Am I a bad friend

(Jackaboy's pov)
                            I woke alone in mine and Mark's room it made me panic I ran out of my room and noticed it was 5am. I went over to Holli and she gave me my meds then I went over to the cafeteria. I seen Mark sitting by Tyler, Felix, Bob, Kelly, and Wade I ran over assuming Ethan was still asleep.
                            "Hey." I said sliding next to Kelly.
                            "Hey Ethan will be her any minute." Tyler said I was a little confused.
                           "Kelly what happened to Ethan?" I asked confused.
                            "He's in the hospital." She said. I stood up walking away from the table. I didn't even know my best friend was in the hospital. My fucking brain will be the death of me I mean he'll I could've got married and I wouldn't know. Hell I don't even remember coming here. Maybe I do have Multiple personality disorder.
                           "Hey guys." I heard Ethan's voice I walked back over to the table and sat next to Kelly again.
                           "We missed you." Tyler said.
                           "Hey I just wanted to say I care so much about all of you." I said shyly as all the attention was brought my way.
                           "Yea well we care about you." Ethan said giving me a hug. That's when I decided to show them something. I had never show anyone.
                           "Follow me." I said standing up making sure the hole group followed me I told May and she just nodded and grabbed a bunch of food for all of us. We headed toward a older part of the building and I showed the gaurd my bracelet. We walked into to the room and I said in my red bennie bag.
                             "What is this place?" Ethan asked sitting in a blue bennie bag marked with an E. All my friends had one even Mark.
                             "It's my movie room you can choose whatever you want." I said hand him the remote we watched movies all day and snacked on what was brought we feel asleep in our movie room.