After a few weeks off and not know how to contract Alex. We finally seen each other at school! I never been so happy in my whole life! Alex could be everything to me, if I lose him I'm dead. Within that first week of seeing Alex I thought I should give him my phone number and hugged him. I loved him more than anything or any person and no one could break us up. U love I. I might just be shy but I loved him so I did what I could do. (FlashBack to start of secondary school) In History I had a choice picking him or someone else I didn't like so I chose him. After that we can so close more than ever until Gerard and other came and hurt me. "I love you, Alex" can in my head. After that when we're now. We started dating on 16-12-15. Yes 2 god damn years ago. I never thought I would go though much pain dating him because of his "friends". I don't even believe he watches them hurt me and never do anything. It's horrible what I went though...