Sabi nila ang pag-iibigan daw na nag-uumpisa sa Highschool ay hindi nagtatagal. Sabi kasi ng matatanda, crush lang yan, puppy love lang yan, bata pa kayo wag kayong masyadong mapupusok. Afcourse naniniwala ako sa kanila. Takot ko lang sa nanay kong talakera.
Not until one day, i've met this guy who really caught my attention. Matangkad, moreno, matangos ilong at higit sa lahat, mabango kaya lang tahimik which is really got me curious to know him more.
Loving him is the most painful thing i did in my life. I gave my all and nothing left in me. He was my first love, my first kiss and my first in everything. I thought loving him would be enough to make our relationship stronger but its not. He left me. Pagod na daw sya dahil sa sobrang pagmamahal ko sa kanya. At sa pagmamahal na yun, nakalimutan ko nang mahalin pati ang sarili ko. Mahalaga pa ba yun? Hindi pa din ba sapat na mahal ko sya at kaya kong ibigay sa kanya ang lahat?
"I'm begging you babe. Please. Just please don't leave me. I can't take it. I didn't know where to start a life without you. Please babe, don't leave me." Sabi ko habang walang tigil ang pagiyak ko. Ang sakit. Ang sakit, sakit na mismong sistema ko ay hindi kayang tanggapin. Paano na ko? Paano ko haharapin ang problemang ako mismo ay hindi kayang lutasin.
" i'm sorry baby. I love you so much." Sabi nya bago tuluyang lumakad palayo saken.
Wala pa ring tigil ang pagtulo ng luha ko habang nakatingin sa pigura nyang unti unting nawawala sa aking paningin. " i love you more baby. And i promise when you come back, i love myself more. Na kaya ko ng humarap at sabihin sayo na kaya ko. Na kaya kong wala ka sa tabi ko.
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My first ever story.
Sorry guys for the wrong grammars and spellings. Sana po magustuhan nyo din ang 1st story na ginawa ko. thank you:)
Thank you so much VentreCanard for inspring me for everything. I also wanted to be like you. To write a story that will inspire people to live and love. Thank you 😊
chienaimpaktita :)
