Oh shit oh shit oh shit
Guys I just cut myself! I dont mean accidentally, like actually taken scissors and cut my hand! I dont know why, I just did... maybe because my mom hates my closest friend, and maybe my closest friend isn't actually my friend... oh my fucking... I just dont know... I always made jokes about killing myself at school and I always thought me being sad was just my way of comedy (I always backed up my self harm jokes saying that im depressed and making jokes about it made me feel normal) but now that I was alone and actually held those scissors against me and drew fucking blood! (It wasn't alot but still...I must be pretty fucked in the head) this isn't the first time something like this happened: a few months back I was bleeding alot from a cut I was picking (I didn't cut myself on purpose that time) and I covered my hands in the blood and took pictures of it, I never deleted those pictures... im scared now, am I actually mentally ill or something or am I just kidding myself?
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