Welll after that part (read last chapter if you dont know) everyone was just talking about saying how his ex made him look man dumb and shittt and how he aint deserve her and shit. I over heard a conversation when i passed by a group of girls. They all looked at me as if i were some kind of monster like noo im clearly human. Btw i didnt like them and they didnt like me at all tbfhh.
"Theres josh's ex the one that made him look dumb and stupid" i heard one of them say.
"Thats her i thought Josh could do better then her" the other told.
"Yeah we all did but turns out he can't" the third girl said.
That last sentence sort of hit me hard to be real. I felt as if i was alone in everything i did well i technical was and as if i wasnt wanted. I mean it was very clear no one did but i still tried to find a way to brush it off.
It was lunch time. FUNN the most fun part of the day. Not really i never went to lunch i always stayed upstairs either with my math teacher or my ela teacher they were both always cool not as in they the coolest teacher's but as in they are cool and chill.
"Hey Cindy i been looking for you" said sara
Great i thought what will she say to me about Josh and everything going on
"Oh hey what's up" i replied to her not trying to sound worried
"Hey it is really true what everyone is saying you did to you know who" she asked
She knew i hated hearing his name so we agreed on just saying 'you know who' instead.
"Umm ......yeah it is" i said while studdering.
"Well tell me everything that happened" sara told me
I told her everything that had happened when i was done telling her what happened she seemed shocked at what she had just now heard. There was an awkward moment of silence till she broke it.
"Well there was a big scene there wasnt there" sara asked
"Yeah i guess there was" i said while still looking upset
She looked at me trying to figure if something else was bothering me. She didnt ask anymore questions about it i felt like she knew i didny want to talk about it at all. She changed the subject
"Well did u get homework all throughout the whole day"
"No i didnt and if i did i mostly did it in class so i wouldn't have to get home and do work" trying to sound as if nothing was wrong
She finally asked "whats wrong are u ok? What happened? Something else happened didn't it" etc more questions
I brust into crying "yess everything is wrong" i snapped "no one wants to support me but just josh, and everyone thinks very low of me because i made him look dumb in front of the whole class, i hear them talk about me but i ignore it i try to act as if it doesn't bother me at all but it does it bothers me alot are you happy i told you whats wrong? " i was done talking awkward silence again.
She looked as if she wanted to cry to because i snapped at her really bad and at what i have said at the end.
"Im sorry sara i was just fustruaded and when you asked me all those questions it got me mad and i just wanted to let it all out" i said while trying to calm down.
"Its cool i mean i shouldn't have pressed you if you didnt want to tell me im sorry"she replied
"Sorry for what? I should be the one whos sorry" i answered back
We both were good after thatt to be really honest. Lunch was over i thought great 45 more minutes with these brats and im done for the day. It always killed me to think that i would return the next day to be with them for 8 hours.
Class was okay until a kid said "who wants to be friends with cindy or even talk to her?"
Only a couple of hands were up i was surprised i i i thouht no one would raise thier hands
I felt a knot in my stomach as if i were sick and wanted to throw up. I asked if i could be excused to he bathroom. The teacher was very understanding and let me go even tho it was last period when no one was allowed to go.
I threw up once i made it to the bathroom. Ewww i thought i that seeing vomit or just hearing the noise of it.
When i came back eveyone was looking at me just ss if theu seened a ghost walk by. I heard couple of girls talk.
"Why did she just throw up?" Said one girl
"Why did she run out the way she did" said another
"Is she pregnant by Josh?"said the third girl who had a crush on him
All these questions were haliours. And dumb cuz why would they assume that unless Josh had said something after i left room. I serched the room to look for him at my surprise he wasnt there. I asked one of the girls who were sitting next to me.
"Hey jackie what happened when i left the room why everyone loomed at me like the way they did and said those stupid questions" i asked her
"Don't you know already? " she said trying to scan my face for something i didnt know.
"No i dont thats why im asking you" i reply
"When you went out running out the room it seemed as if you wanted to throw up and wgen Josh saw that he said that he had gotten you pregnant the teacher got really pissed off and sent him to the deans office." My mouth dropped and so did my heart.
I was surprised at what they could of said or thought.
I wondered what happened but......
Find out what happens next in the next chapter till next time readers.
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