I came across a video talking about introvert empowerment. It said at some part of it ( saying introvert is not equal to shyness) that shyness is fear of social judgment. I am shy. Very. That statement left me in awe. Do I fear social judgment? Well, one reason my mind don't want to write this is because of the risk of my identity being exposed. And people I know would be able to read this... and know my inner world. Nothing more uncomfortable than that. I'm a girl who rarely speaks around others. Somehow, sometime in my life, my voice was just shut. Right now, I don't want to dwell on this. Maybe at some other parts of this... uh... I will have to research first on what this thing I'm writing is called.
My mind just earlier still fought with itself whether to really do this or not... now, it seems I've decided. I will be careful not to expose anything that may lead to my identity. Well, for some of you readers who do not know me, it probably won't matter. But still, just to be careful; you know how I'm uncomfortable with this. Still, I want to share my views to the world and give you a look at the inner world- I tried so hard to protect- that I kept to myself all these years.
Rignt now, I am still afraid of social judgment through this but I will try and be as honest as I can. I just do hope this does not give others pain, or bother, or unpleasant feelings. This is just really sharing. Sharing, that's all. Ah, this is mind-wrecking. I'm actually exposing my whole self already with the objective of this inner world. Somehow suffocating, heart thumping, but exciting.
So, I'm still hesitant but...
Welcome to my inner world.
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Inner World
Non-FictionHello there Reader! Did you get enticed by the title 'Inner World'? I've come to decide to share this to everyone- my inner world that I kept to myself. I thought, if I died, what would happen? What would my existence mean? How will it change thing...
