TRIGGER WARNING ⚠
I've been waiting for 3 straight days for her to just wake up. I tell myself that she will be fine but I knew that she isn't going to be fine. I haven't been home I just have been sleeping and staying here, but I can't leave her all alone in the hospital when she is like this. But I know maybe just maybe this will be best for her. I love her sooo much very much actually. But she doesn't love me the way I want her too I want her to just hold me and love me.
My POV:
I've been in this horrible hospital for 3 days. I've been told to leave on many occasions but what if something happened to Perrie? I couldn't live with that. She looks beautiful just laying there, but I bet she looks broke in her brain.
Perrie POV :
I don't want to live anymore, I don't know who I love or who I am. I lost everyone I love, I lost my family by trying to kill myself. I have lost Andrea just from trying to kill myself, I can't lose her. I love her so much.
I really want her to wake up. I'm all alone just waiting and loving her from a distance... I just want her to wake up.
"Perrie, I don't know if you can hear me but I love you. I'm not saying this because I believe you're dying. I'm saying this because you made me realise you are the one I wanna be with. You are the one I love, I fucking love you soo much I just want you to hear me" holding her hand I cry into her bed sheets. All of a sudden I get a light touch on my hand "Andrea I love you so much. You are like my light in the darkness I want to spend the rest of my life with you if you allow me"
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This Is My Happiness Not Yours
RomansaIt's about a young girl who is finding out her sexuality but is also confused. She runs away from home and she meets this bright eyed girl called Perrie. Andrea is knocked back by her beautiful that she has to ask her out, but little did she know...
