It's been two months since I have contacted the boys besides Liam, I didn't dare go near them while I was this fragile. Apparently Niall had requested almost every person who visited to tell me to see him because he 'misses me', I don't believe jackshit now.
My trust has been lost and I know I'm going to have a really hard time trusting Niall again, I also think the rest of the boys are going to have to try and gain my trust again the hard way. I could only trust Liam now.
Since I last saw the boys I have gain another gangs trust and we are also waiting for anothers respond, I needed to help over seas now. Swift had requested for me to transfer to another part of the world where Sniper was now located, I agreed and I was being shipped away tomorrow. Hopefully everything will be easier when I get there, nothing to bother with but protecting myself, like I have been doing for years.
I woke up in my cold bed, it was strange not having any warmth beside me. I guess it's something I'm going to have to get used to, I didn't like it but I had to deal with it.
I walked to my bathroom and got myself cleaned up, I had my shower and braided my hair. It was cold out so I dressed myself in my black skinny jeans and long sleeve shirt, my black trench coat that sat just about my knees and my grey woolen beanie/hat.
I grabbed my grey fingerless gloves and left the room, I went down to the loby and found Swift working away at the front desk.
"Hey Swift, you need a hand?" I asked looking at him rushing from paper to computer.
"Nope, and you're going tonight." He said looking at me and smiling.
"What do you mean?" I asked as he continued to rush.
"You're leaving, tonight. Get packing, you're leaving for 4 weeks."
"You mean a month.."
"That's what i said isn't it?" He asked still writing down things.
"Okay, what time do I leave?" I asked.
"You leave it 4 hours." He said, I looked at the clock to see it was two O'clock. I had been sleeping in a lot lately.
I rushed off back to my room and started to pack, I only packed one suitcase and a medium backpack. I grabbed a bundle of cash and also a small phrase book not knowing where I was going, I hoped it was somewhere near home.
I still had a few hours till I had to leave, I decided I should go down and visit the boys. I don't believe that Niall meant for me to be in this much pain, I wanted to hear his explanation.
I got to the hospital and walked down the hall, I found myself at the boys room. I put my hand on the handle and hesitated to open it.
I felt my heart race as I slowly opened the door, I looked inside the room to see it was empty.
I walked inside to see the same woman who helped me when I was in here, I slowly walked over to her as she was putting some bottles away in the cupboards.
"Excuse me, where are the boys that were in here?" I questioned, she turned and smiled.
"Hello love, the boys left this morning. They were requested to go to another state since they were all better, they left about an hour ago. Sorry love." She said going back to sorting the Medical bottles.
I thanked her and walked out, I can't believe they left and didn't even message me..
Suddenly I felt my pocket vibrate, I pulled out my phone.
It was Niall.
‘Hey Cinder, sorry I couldn’t see you before you left but you were asleep while I was packing. I just wanted to say I love you and I hope that you will see me soon, miss you babe and I also hope that you aren’t missing me too much. Love you.' - N xx
It seemed like nothing had happened, he didn’t even know. Maybe he does know and is trying to act like it didn’t happen, I want to see him and talk to him, or slap him either one.
“CINDER?!” I hear my name called out, I walked down the hall a little more to see someone turning the corner. A ginger haired man looking furiously from side to side, they called my name again.
“CINDER?!”
“Ed?” I asked, his head snapped to look at me. I smile spread across his face as he got closer.
His arms wrapped around me and shook me from side to side, I wrapped my arms around him as well. We left each other’s embrace and he started to speak.
“I’ve been looking for you all day, you have to come with me quickly.” He says grabbing my hand and dragging me along, I couldn’t help but stumble as I ran. I didn’t want to go anywhere, I had to leave to somewhere in an hour or so.
“Where are we going?” I asked as we continued to run down the corridors, he didn’t answer though.
We got to the elevator and got inside, he pressed the first floor and we started going down.
“So what’s going on?” I asked.
“You’re leaving early, and I’m going with you.” He said, I looked at him confused.
“What do you mean? I thought this was a solo mission?”
“I’m going with you because you need someone to keep an eye out for you, you know why. I don’t want to have to invade your privacy but I have to make sure you don’t have another relapse and you don’t have a breakdown alone, you don’t need any more pressure on you since-“
“Since what? Since Niall cheated on me? Since Ellie claimed that Niall was his and not mine while he’s my fucking fiancé and father of my son? I don’t need this crap, everyone is just giving me sympathy now and it’s driving me fucking mad. I don’t need a fucking babysitter and I’m sorry if I sound like a spoilt little brat but I need to do things myself instead someone else trying to help me.” I blurted out, after that the elevator opened and I went to step out.
I felt Ed grab my arm stopping me, I looked back to see his face was blank.
“You need someone, you might not think it but you do.” He said before letting go and walking out as well, he knew a lot more about me then I thought.
I walked over to the doors to find my bags waiting for me, Ed stood there as well waiting for me. I looked out of the doors to see it was raining, I really hated it when it rains here.
We grabbed our things and walked into the rain, we got into a taxi which was waiting right outside for us. We put our things in the boot and got in, it was then I realized the taxi driver was one of the gang members from the Bloods.
“Hey love, how you going? Haven’t seen you the last couple of days, everything alright I assume.” Peter said with a huge grin, we had become good friends about a month ago.
“I’m all good, I assume you are too and you know where we are meant to be going?” I asked, he nodded before driving off.
It was about 10 minutes before we arrived at an airport, there was a huge Jet on the runway. We were told to walk to it and get on, as we did there was other passangers that I didn't take much notice of. I assumes they were from other gangs going my way, I immediatly say down with Ed sitting next to me.
As the plane took off I felt my eyes become heavy, I found myself drifting off within a few moments.
