I Fucking Love You

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I couldn't speak, I didn't know if it was just my brain playing tricks on me or not. I'm sure it's him, the same hair and face.. But where did he come from?

"Hey Sweetheart.." He said, I couldn't believe it. It couldn't be him, it just couldn't.

"How did.. What?" I questioned walking a little closer, I stopped 4 steps away from him. My mind was unravelling at the site infront of me, I couldn't believe it, to be honest I didn't want to believe it.. 

He walked closer to me, his hands laid on m waist. His soft lips touched mine, it felt like I was kissing Jean.. It must be Jean, he's fucking with my head. I just know that can't be Niall, and even if it is him.. I'll never forgive him for what he's done.

I pushed him away and walked towards the door, I opened the door slightly before it slammed shut by his hand. The next thing I knew I ws pinned to the door with my feet off the ground, my arms settled around his neck as he started roughly kissing me. It fet like the old days, I was him. There was no other way to explain this.

My legs dropped from his waist as we both slowed the kiss, he pulled away and looked into my eyes. His electric blue eyes reminded me of the first time we kissed, he had the same look as he does now.

I felt a vibration go up my back, a knock at the door. A voice was heard too.

"Cinder? It's me Niall, can I come in?" An Irish accent said from the other side of the door, I looked at the man that stood in front of me. 

Am I imagining all of this? Have I just snogged a man I barely know? I suddenly pushed the man away and walked forward a few steps, a burning rage was forming in my body.

"Cinder, don't listen to that other voice. I'm Niall, I'm your Fiance and you're mine. That's an imposster on the other side of that door, I swear on my life." He said.

"People have lied to me before.. Even if you are Niall, how can I trust you after what you did.. I can't trust anyone anymore.." I almost whispered before I heard a loud noise from behind me and I colapsed from exhaustin, I didn't know what to believe anymore. 

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I had finally come towards the light, a dim blue light was surrounding me. I didn't hear any voices, neither did I see anyone around me. I sat up properly to see I was back in my appartment that Sniper and I shared in my room. I looked around trying to find something to tell me I wasn't dreaming the whole time, I felt my head thumping again. I knew it wasn't a dream..

Then I saw it.. Over about two feet from my bed was a blonde headed boy sleeping, no blanket or pillow. I couldn't help but hop out of bed and put a pillow under his head and a spare blanket on his body, he didn't look himself.. It scared me.

I hopped in my bed again and fell back asleep, I wanted to get some sleep.

I once more woke up, it felt like my eyes were closed for only a moment. I looked at the floor to see there was nothing there but a blanket and pillow, they didn't even look touched. Did I dream all that last night?

I got up and packed them up, I looked at the clock to see it was 10am. I walked out of my room to smell bacon and eggs sizzling away, I walked to the kitchen to get myself something to eat. My eyes still covered in sleep, I walked in clueless to my surroundings. I ran into the bench twice as I entered.

"Morning Sniper." I said getting some strawberries out of the fridge and placing them on the counter, I didn't hear a reply. I must have just said that in my head, I started eating the strawberries one by one. The sweet taste helped me wake up.

I felt warm hands go to either side of my hips, they started traveling up my shirt. I suddenly turned around and pushed the hands away.

"WHAT THE FUCK ARE YO-" I stopped mid sentence, the electric blues eyes pierced my skin. The beautiful smile and messy bed hair, it was him.. My Niall.

"Hi." Is all he said, I felt a light kiss on my nose before his moves from my view. I wanted to kiss him more, I know knew he was definatly him.

"So how are you feeling from last night?" He asked, I remembered me being out cold. I walked over to the kitchen table where he was sat, I looked at him carefully, he had slight bruising on his cheekbone and a small cut on the opposite of his face.

"What happened after I passed out?" I questioned him back, he stopped eating.

"Nothing, just a little quarrel. That's all." He said and started eating again.

"I want to know what happened, you have bruising and a cut on your bottom lip. Something happened last night and you're trying to avoid it, tell me." I said in a risen tone.

"Okay, Kyle tried pretending to be me.. That's who came inside when you.." His voice shook a little as he spoke.

"I got in a fight with him, then Hunter walked in and got him in the back of the head. He dragged him out and I took you home." He said and picked up his plate and took it to the kitchen.

"Okay, and how long have you been in town? Where is Jean?"  I questioned again.

"I was Jean, surprised you didn't realize." He laughed slightly.

"Wait.. YOU WERE JEAN?! You didn't even look yourself, how did you-" 

"Makeup dear, lots of professional makeup. I had a mask on, contacts, took out my piercings and changed my accent. I did it to see if you still loved me, you did." He smiled and washed his plate.

"Yes but.. You hurt me, you were with that.. THAT FUCKING BITCH!" 

"I LOVE YOU! NO ONE ELSE! She tried framing me, she helped me get you back a year or so ago. She said she'd get her payment when I least expect it, I didn't want her to be here, I don't like her and I haven't dated her for many years.

"Your talking bullshit, I swear-"

"LISTEN! I FUCKING LOVE YOU! CAN YOU NOT UNDERSTAND ME?! ... I love you." His voice turned to a whisper, I watched as a tear ran down his bruised cheek.

I walked over to him and gave him a hug, I believed him. I love him, theres nothing else to do but forgive him. 

"I love you too, I missed you so much. I'm sorry, I really am sorry. I have just.." I trailed off, I felt him kiss my forehead. 

"You were convinced I cheated on you.. It's happened before, it's okay sweetheart." I felt his arms tighten arounded my body, I felt safe again. I missed my life being like this, with someone who loves me.

A sudden bang went off, I turned to the door leading to the hall. I rushed to the door and opened it, I looked down the hall to see someone dead. Someone that I knew, it was someone I met last night.

I walked closer to the body, people started coming out of their rooms. The shrieks came from all around me as people saw the sight I was walking towards, I checked for a pulse but there was nothing. 

The body was still warm, no blood.. I didn't understand what happen, no clues of what happened. The person just dropped down dead, yet there was a gunshot noise..

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