I walked into the hospital they still had hayden hand cuffed to the hospital bed. i felt bad for hayden he didnt know that our mom had been killed, and that the funeral was today. i was crying as i handed hayden a suit , and told him what had happened. hayde said one thing "i love you maddie". " i love you too hayden, now go change into the suit we need to go." And as told hayden went and changed.
travis was waiting outside the hospital. hayden and i walked out i was trying to hold back my tear's but it was hard. travis looked as thou he had been crying. " hey travis are you okay???" i said. " yah maddie lets go we dont want to be late.... " travis said. "hayden are you going to be carring moms coffin?" " umm yah sure maddie i will do it for you."
we arrived at the church, logan was there and so was kalli, angela, and destini. logan stopped me, but i was not in the mood to talk. "maddie are you okay?" " no logan im not okay, my mom and stop dad were killed by a truck, and i dont know what i am o to do." i sobbed into logan's arm's. he rapped his arm's around me and said " im sorry i was'ntthere for you, but i i will never leave you again..." (maddie threw her self out of logan's arms and started shouting at him.) " logan you are a self centered, self evolving ass hole andi will never go back to you. and if you think i wall ever go backto you, you are insainy. also if you only came to get back with me than go just go because nobody wants you here." without saying anything else logan turned around and walked away. hayden walked over to me and i took his arm travis walking only a few steps behind us. i walked in strong holding back my tears, but as soon as i stood up and went to go gice my speech i broke. " my mom, she was something that word's dont describe, but i did always love her. me and mom yah we had our fights our disagreements but we did love each other." i could not finish my speech they had to help me down from the post, but i mean what did they expect i was a 17 year old girl who's mom and step dad were killed and than was informed through a phone call from half way across the world.
travis and hayden were so strong through all this big fat mess. i had never seen hayden or travis cry until today and when they carried out the coffins i was so roud of them for doingit and not giving up. people everywhere were giving speech's at the barrial. but when it was done travis took me home and hayden went to his new apartment. we shortly arrived at the house, i had stoped crying by now, and had jsut gone quiet. travis picked up my hand and told me to go inside the house, that he was going to go and pick up some food for us.. i laid myself down on the couch. i still was not saying anything, about an hour had past and i heard knocking on the door. slowly i stood up. "helllo". i said as i opened the thoor not realizing it was probably travis. "there are some taco's in there for you nad here is a pink lemonade with easy ice." " thanks travis... but how did you know what i get to drinka dn eat??" ? maddie i have known you since we were three, you have been getting 2 soft tacos witha large pink lemonade with easy ice since the day we met." "oh... i guess you are right, i have been getting the same thing huh?" " well maddie, you did use to always eat taco casa with hayden." we ate dinner, and travis turned on a movie. i walked in and saw him sitting down on the couch. " travis do you care if i sit down here with you?" " yes maddie of corse you can." I sat down and travis bullged himself closer to me. " travis what are we going ot do? " " maddie there is only one thing we can do and that is to live life, fall in love with someone, ahve a happy family, and make them prod." " thanks travis..." travis and i watached the rest of the movie or well travis watched the rest of the movie will i fell asleep on the couch....
