The Streets Are Talking

Chapter 5:Officially Missing You

It's been 3 weeks since I last seen Omari again. I guess I'm really tripping. It really do hurts to see the love of your life just leave like that and then come back in your life like nothing happened. A part of me wants to leave him alone, A part of me wants for me to go home. That song always playing in my head every time I see him. His smile, his touch, they way he makes me feel when we use to make love. I know you wondering, what you know about love? I know a lot, I have love everywhere I turn. And I know Omari trying but its not enough for me. I thought about giving him another chance but then it would be like he was winning me back. I dont want that. He hit me! That was the one thing in my mind! That was the first and last time he put his hands on me. I was through with him, but then that voice in my head.... Be with him Dy!!!!! He will never hurt you again. No I have to be strong for me and my babies. But in other news, I'm officially 7 months pregnant and baby boy is growing fine. I've been more tired but its worth it, I decided to lay down and get pregnant its my decision to raise my kids. I know my parents are rolling in their graves. Dymond, Omari on the phone. My sister Kae said before rolling out my room. Why are you calling me? I asked him before he even got a chance to speak. I can't talk to you about our kids? He asked, I heard a female in the background talking and I knew it wasn't his mama. My jealousy got to me and my mouth opened before my brain can get it's thoughts together. Who is that Omari. You talking about "our" kids but you over there probably bout to fuck! I said before hanging up on him. Oh yep I'm not over him.

2 months later
Ok Dymond one more big push. The doctor spoke as I felt my last contraction come.... It hurts like hell, I wanted to cry. Ugh, I want my mommy!!! I cried while I pushed. If I tell you that childbirth is a good experience... I'll be lying!!! That last contraction was the devil. Here he is!!!! Lori exclaimed happily. I wish Omari was experiencing this with me like how he did when Zaria was born. I saw my baby boy and he was so beautiful. He looked just like Omari!! He don't even look like me! I couldn't help but cry as they cleaned him up. When they brought him over to me, I didn't even want to hold him. I made Lori hold him. Dy, that's your baby. I know Omari did you wrong but this is your son. Don't turn against him. Lori said before giving him to me. He is beautiful Dymond. The doctor said before taking him from me so he could get his foot print and weigh him. I just couldn't think straight after the nurse stitched me up. Yes he tore my vaginal wall. I have to recouparate for like 3 months after that.
3 hours later
It was going on 3 in the morning when I heard a knock on my room door. I was half sleep and Issac was sleep when Omari came in. What you doing here, I thought I told you I didn't want nothing to do with you. I said adjusting myself in the uncomfortable ass bed. I can't stay away from you Dy. You my only love and I know the way I treated you was wrong but I'm trying and I want you. We been through too much to do this. Do what Omari? I stopped him right there. You left me a few months back before you even knew I was pregnant before Kae got shot before all this shit happened. I said whisper yelling not trying to wake my baby up. And you need to be quiet cause my son is sleep. You mean "our" son, Omari stated adding more fuel to the burning fire. No he is "my" son! You didn't carry him for 9 months, you didn't stay up with me while I was throwing up all those nights and you never went to one of my doctor appointments. He is my child not yours. I was fed up with all of his shit! I'm done with him, and it ain't even funny. Dymond, he is much as my baby as he is yours. Omari said walking closer to me. Omari he is my son, you left me before I even told you I was pregnant with him. You chose that life baby boy so don't come crying back to me now that you miss having something in your life. I'm done with you Omari real talk. Now if you wanna see the kids you can but I'm just entirely done with you bruh serious. I said before turning to look at Issac who had just woken up. Damn, he looks just like me! Omari said watching me take Issac out of the bassinet. Yep he is your twin. Wanna know his name? I asked Omari. Yeah what is his name? Omari asked, when I looked in his eyes I saw something that I haven't seen in a long time. His name is Issac, I decided to give him your middle name. I said giving Issac to his dad. Issac Noelle Newton. I told him. For a brief moment I saw tears from in his eyes as he interacted with his son.... his first son, or so I thought.