The Streets Are Talking

Chapter 4: Missing You Is Way To Hard To Do??

Like Darnell said, I was back at my apartment in an hour. And when I walked up to my door, I heard them talking.
Darnell P.O.V
Listen Dawg, I know I'm the last person to tell you anything but I have to tell you this. Dymond need you more than ever, like she is independent and everything but she needs you to be the rock. When you walked in on us kissing, I wasn't gonna go far with her. I knew she still have some type of feelings for you. I just finished talking to Obaren whatever that nigga name is. I hear you mane, I'm gonna take my responsibilities right like me and the streets are nothing anymo. Ostrich said before we both turned our head to the door. Dymond walked in holding Zaria. See I'm back you didn't have to call the SWAT. She said before walking to back to I guess her room. Oswald followed behind her and I just walked out the same way I came. Dymond P.O.V
Baby listen open the door so we can talk! I was coming back to tell you I quit the gang, I'm through with that lifestyle bae just come on. Omari said banging on my door like he crazy. I just looked at my door debating if I want to open it or not. Dymond listen I'm done baby, finished I want to be here for you and our kids. Omari said, before I felt an erie presence. I slid down the door and place my head to it. How do I know you changed Omari, how do I know if I walk out my door right now and see your face that things will be OK. I said watching Zaria in her crib. Baby I have just let me be your man again please. Omari said, it sounded like he was crying but what about me.... I been crying since he left, I been the one in pain, he could've came back at anytime but he is the one who decided to come back 6 months later. He is the one who missed every fucking doctors appointment. I can't bear to be in pain again not this time. He can be in our children life but I'm done with this. I know he is lying bout quitting that gang, you can never get out of a gang scotch free. I got up to open the door, not before receiving a hard ass kick from baby boy. Alright now. Omari I can't let you back in my life. I love you and I will always but I think we need to focus on our children, we can be friends. I said looking straight in his eyes. Dymond I can't just co-parent and be friends. I can't make love to my friend, I can't kiss my friend, I can't wake up to my friend. I want you Dymond, I want us to be a family. I'm changed I promise you. I couldn't do nothing but shake my head. Omari stop lying to me, you haven't changed and you know it. You made your decision six months ago. I'm not gonna sit here and wait on you to come at 3 in the morning or get a call about you getting killed or going to jail. I said backing up from his embrace. Omari just leave please. I can't take this, you don't understand how I feel until you've been in my shoes. You don't know how it feels to lose someone close to you. I knew I went to far when I seen his eyes turn red. I knew his father left when he was 6 but I forgotten how it made him feel. You don't have the right to say that to me bitch. Then everything moved in slow motion when he slapped the living piss out of me. I fell to the floor and shock and pain. Did I really push him to the point where he would hit me?! Me, his PREGNANT babymama. I just laid on the floor in so much shock, pain in my right cheek. After 20 minutes I finally got up and the bastard was still there. I push past him and went into the kitchen to get something cold for my face. I couldn't help but to shed tears. Never in all the time we been together have Omari ever hit me. Dymond I'm so sorry. I heard him say, I just shook my head and forced myself to not look at him. As of now, you are dead to me Omari Newton. Don't call me, don't kik me, don't message me! None of that bullshit. I'm through. You can't even see the kids. You are so lucky, I didn't fall on my stomach you would be dead. I said before throwing a bag of peas at him that I had on my face. I can't believe this. I need a tylenol. I went straight to bed after I checked on Zaria. This girl can sleep through a tornado if you left her. I took off my jeans and Jordans before getting in bed. Not even a hour later, I felt my boy shorts being pulled down and then a pair of lips kissing my lower lips. And y'all know I'm pregnant, so my hormones was all over the place. Then after that I felt my shirt being lifted and butterfly kisses being placed on my bulging stomach. Then there it was I knew by the smell that made my stomach turn. It was Omari Cologne. Omari what are you doing? I asked moving away from him before he got to my neck. I love you Dymond, you can't do this to me. Take away my kids is like taking away my life. I just stared at him with an expressionless face. Omari, I never thought about taking your kids, you are the one who left for 6 whole months. I didn't try to stop you cause I thought you would stop yourself. I was wrong. I turned on my side and looked at Zaria. I was torn right now. My life is really complicated. Baby listen, I won't pressure you but I want to see the birth of my son. Omari said before pulling up my boyshorts and kissing me on the side of my face before walking out. I don't know what just happened but I'm reconsidering everything right now.