Maybe I should.
Maybe I shouldn't
People say their my friends
I know their not
What am I saying nobody even knows of my existence
People really don't notice me
People never look at me
They never even touch me
Its like i'm an invisible ghost being tortured into seeing people, but they can't see me
I think i'm going to do it
I think i'm going to kill myself soon
Its really OK
Nobody would even care
Not even my teachers
Who should care
I have everything prepped
but theirs one problem
My father
He will surely find me and send me to another asylum
It won't help like he says it will
It will just make me even more depressed
Those god damn assholes don't help people!
They fucking torture people and make them mentally unstable!
They don't even fucking care
Its settled
I will die in a few days, maybe even as close as tomorrow
I don't know
I just want to die and disappear and never let this cursed body come back
I just want my own happiness
and my happiness won't come after I die
I don't care what other people will say
They don't really care
They only say just so I will stay so they can torture me and kill me by them instead of myself
Its settled
I'm coming, mother
I will see you sooner than you wanted
He goes to sleep with a slight smile
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Suicide Notes
AléatoireJack, who is a kid who has suffered from anxiety, depression, physical and verbal abuse, bullying, and even slight torture. He has tried to commit suicide by hanging himself, shooting himself in the chest, cutting his wrists, stabbing himself to dea...
