Note 3

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I was caught

I was caught trying to hang myself

damn

i guess that i'm just too loud

i'm in my bindings in my closet

hiding

from my father

he is trying to drag me to the place

the place

the place is the asylum

i hate it there

i will kill him before i kill myself

so he can't ruin anyone else's life

he will PAY

very soon

very very soon

he will die

he will die and burn in hell

for forcing me to go to the retched asylum

when he dies

all his money is mine

i don't want it

i really don't

because its money he made on bets

and blackmail

and even torture

he will do anything to get this stupid ass  girl

just for that

he will go to the extremes for her

not me

he hates my existence with a burning passion

everyone does

everyone hates me

some torture and torment me

mainly the people at school and my father

anyone else will just ignore me

I will make sure of it

i will make sure that he burns in hell 

along with my other family members

aunt Jenna

uncle Jonas

grandmother

grandfather

and especially my father

all of them neglected me

hated me

hated my existence

in a whole

i don't care though

they never did

so why should i

this will hopefully be one if my last notes

i will paint my family line red with blood

and burn all of our fortune

i will kill off every last person with or bloodline

all of my family will die in hell

a painful life of hell

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