i've been spending
a lot of t i m e
with troyehe makes me
h a p p ybut
sometimes
he gets
a n g r y
with mei don't think
he likes tylerhe does not like it
when i talk
about
him
and
i
don't
know
whyi'm starting
to wonder
if
maybe
tyler will be
my
f r i e n d
as wellbut
troye
wouldn't
like
thatand i
don't want
to make
him
a n g r y---
i started
seeing
blue
eyese v e r y w h e r e
but
only
for
a secondhe disappeared
rather
quicklyi wish he stayed longer
at lunch
today
i saw him
sitting next
to mei was at school
which meant
troye should
have been at homei gasped
but then he was g o n etyler looked
at me
f u n n yand asked
if i was
o k a y"i'm fine"
i wanted to tell
tyler
about
those blue eyesbut i knew
troye
would not
approvemost
days
i
was
afraid
to
talk
to
tylerwhen i did
troye would
not
walk home with meso i walked
a l o n e
todaywhen i got home
troye was not
there
eitherhe must be
r e a l l y
m a di decided
to make
it up
for himi got
some paper
and p a i n t
to make
a painting
for himi liked to paint
but what
should i
make?the only thing
i could think of
were those
ocean eyesas i got out
the blue paint
i felt a hand
on my shoulder"should i pose for you?"
"oh. hello"
i was
h a p p y
to see
him
"would it be easier? if i posed?""i suppose"
he sat down
on my bed
but did not
s m i l e"i do not feel like smiling today. im sorry"
"it's okay. i understand"
i whispered
as i painted"do you know
why i am
upset?""yes"
"will it happen again?"
"no"
"promise?"
"promise"
when i finished
the painting
i showed
t r o y e"you are very talented"
"thank you"
"it's very beautiful"
"it does not compare to the real thing"
he seemed confused by this
"beauty is hard to portay in art
so
it's quite difficult to paint beautiful people"
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