A subscriber of Mark and (Name) for a long time POV
You know I remember. I remember when I would go to Mark's or (Name)'s channel when I saw a notification reminding me that they posted as I squealed. I remembered when I knew at least once Mark would mention or speak of (Name) or (Name) would speak or mention him no matter what. At least one did everyday. All over the internet pictures of fantasies of the two single friends together filled the feed of many. When names where their ship name (Mark x Name). I was one too. I remembered absolutely freaking out when they posted a video together. I would have to be mentally prepared to watch it. Until I noticed something. (Name) had posted a video of her playing with her brother Evan and his friends. I knew she would record with them since she used to be part of their as what they say 'crew'. I watched it yes. Then they next day when Mark and (Name) where to post a collab video they worked on for a long time.. we waited. We waited so patiently but it didn't come. I watched as slowly (Name) walked away from Mark's life but he didn't. I remember when (Name) moved. She moved to Toronto with her brother. No longer being a close neighbor to her friend. I remember Mark just not posting for two days. No explanation.. Nothing. When he returned I saw the glint in his eyes fade a bit. I felt hope as a symbol close to (Name)'s appeared on screen. I saw him open his mouth but he froze. He just looked away and waited for the logo to pass. It was as if he was hurt. Like he know (Name) was no longer his friend. His best friend. After a week he got over it. (Name) had already had two days after she moved. I watched them grow father apart as they grew separate ways. I watched them forget. Forget all the good times they had together. All the games they played. Then Pax of that year came. I felt hopeful that year that they would be together. Again. I had saved up my money to watch Markiplier and Friends panel that year. She would always be there with him and sit beside him every year. And as they walked on she never came. I saw the empty space in the three person couch they used every year as Wade sat on one side and Mark on another. The gap between them is where (Name) would sit. By his side. But she never came. I remember him not even acknowledge the empty spot. But the others followed too. Jack, Wade, Bob. They forgot too. They laughed and joked as if she was never part of their lives. As if they didn't care. I began to get over it. I barley watched anyone but them. (Name) began to loose the face cam and became more like her brother. Only recording group videos of GTA Gmod and so on. And Mark. He continued his style but better every day. They laugh joke and live as if they where strangers of eachother. Every time a question even including their names popped Al they pushed it aside...
(Name) never showed her self now. She hid her face But now it would change. (Name) was goibg to Pax and I felt that this year (Mark x Name) will return. And I'm not alone.
