Magcon Girls

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Nash

The board walk wasn't as fun as it should have been. Cara was pretty much all over me.... I mean I don't like her but I didn't want to be rude. Apparently Sav went back to the house because she wasn't feeling good so the entire night I was thinking about her.

We eventually went back and Cara, Sophie and Heather left. The boys even got sick of them a bit. We walked in and everyone went straight to bed. I wasn't tired but then I was... I walked I to the dark kitchen which the moons light shined through the window causing some light. I got a glass of water and drank it. I looked around seeing no one. I heard someone's door shut up stairs. I walked around the corner and saw the tv's light from the movie room. I crept closer too it. I looked through the curtain and saw someone laying down. I walked even closer. A smile crept on to my face as a saw Sav sleeping peacefully. I look up to see what she was watching and it was a replay of a Baseball game. She's really in to sports.

I got on my knees next to her and watched her sleep a bit. I then picked her up and walked towards the door way. She was feeling really hot. I walked her up to her room and the door was open. I saw Grace walk out from the bathroom and point to the other bed. I laid her down and tucked her in. I heard her cough and it didn't sound too good. She rolled over so I couldn't see her face any longer. I kept watching her.

"You really like her huh?" As I heard Graces voice whisper I jumped a bit. I just smile to my self. I really do like her don't i. "Yeah I do." I say quietly. Grace pats my shoulder and then turns to go to her bed. I walk towards the door and open in then close it behind me and make my way towards Cams and my room. I Open the door and see Cam sleeping I roll my eyes and change in to some sweats and a t-shirt. Then I lay down and scroll through my Instagram. I see the picture that Cara made me take with her. People think were together I guess but I don't even like her. She isn't my type I don't like people like her she is too clingy and fake.

I shut my phone off and fell asleep.

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Savannah

I slowly opened my eyes. I look at the ceiling for a few minutes then sit up and stretch. I have a huge headache. I feel really dizzy and tired. I looked across the room to see an empty bed. Grace must have already woken up. I laid back down and close my eyes again for a few seconds then opened them again. I picked up my phone and looked at the time 10:30. I really didn't want to get up. I laid in bed for a while, my toes were freezing but the rest of my body felt fine. I eventually decided to get out of bed just because I was hungry. I coughed, a pretty bad cough, I rolled my eyes and sat up swinging my feet over the side of the bed. I then grabbed my phone.

I slowly made my way towards the bathroom. I looked at myself in the mirror. I threw my hair up in a bun and then looked at my reflection. I finally remember the things that happened last night. When Angie gave me the food, I got jealous of Nash being with Cara, and finally the series of baseball Games I was watching. I remember falling asleep but not in my bed. Someone must have carried me. Nash. A small smile creeps it's way on my face, the fact that he cares enough. I brushed my teeth then looked at my reflection one last time before walking out of the bathroom.

I walked down stairs and saw Shawn, Nash, Abby, and Grace all sitting in the kitchen I assume most of the boys are messing around somewhere in the house, some could even still be sleeping. "Hey look it's sleeping beauty." Abby smirks. I roll my eyes at her taking a seat across from her. "Babe you look prefect in the morning." Grace smiles. "Shut up guys." I croak out, followed by a cough. The all look at me and laugh a bit.

"Are you getting sick?" Shawn asks. I shrug my shoulders. Angie walks by giving me a glass of orange juice and I take a sip. It burns my throat but I just ignore it. I listen to everyone's conversation. There talking about Magcon again and where it's going next which is Dallas. While they were talking about it I was just zoning out. I'm really tired and feel like complete shit. Great just in time for my birthday. My phone starts to ring. Everyone looks at me and I just look at whose calling. It's Max. I unlock my phone and walk outside. It's a beautiful morning.

"Hello?" I croak out followed by a cough. I clear my throat after.

"Hey sis you don't sound too good! I just called so check in on you. I mean I haven't won a game of Call of duty since we played last week." He laughs in the phone I smile and laugh also.

"Yeah I'm not feeling that great today can we just text or something I'll call you once I feel better I promise!" I say to him.

"Alright you better keep that promise." He laughs.

"Bye." I say quickly

"Bye." He says and hangs up. I walk back in side to see everyone around the table because Angie's cooks just served pancakes for breakfast. I roll my eyes and smile to my self. I walk back up to me and Graces room and turned the tv on. I climbed in bed and laid in bed for a while. I begin to feel tired but then I heard a knock at the door. "Come in." I yell.

"Hey I uh brought this for you and got some stuff." Nash says giving me a tray of pancakes and cough drops. "Aww thanks bestay." I laugh followed by a cough. He comes and sits by me. "Hope you feel better." He says and gives me a small smile. "Thanks Nash" I reply giving him a small smile. It's already Tuesday so I really hope that I don't end up being sick on my birthday. "Well I'll leave you to rest." He says getting up. I nod an he closes the door. After a while I eventually fall asleep.

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I don't know what time I woke up but it was pretty late. It was really dark in the room and the only light was the tv. I got up and walked over to Graces bed and she wasn't there. I was confused. I looked at my phone and it said 11:00. Huh I wonder where she could be. I then walk over grab a cough drop and put in my mouth. I was really shocked I slept the whole day. Also that no one woke me up or text/call me wow I have no friends. I'm really hungry because I haven't ate in pretty much the whole day. I yawn and walk out in to the hall way. I see all the doors closed. I walk quietly down the hall and down stairs. I look around for everyone and yet I still don't see anyone. I get confused but eventually give up. Honestly I'm feeling a lot better than I was this morning.

I walk over to the closet and grab some chips and start eating them. I'm not that tired and apparently no one else is because they are all out doing who knows what. I hear a girl and a guy laughing over by the movie room. I roll my eyes assuming it's just Matt and Abby or something. I stop chewing my chips and hear them laugh again. It sounds so familiar. Because it's so quiet in the house I quietly put the chips back and make my way over to where the light from the tv is. I quietly look over to see who it is. It's Cara. She is kissing some one. I squint my eyes just a bit more to see that it's Nash.

It's Nash. Not Carter, Not Brent, Not Hayes, no one but Nash. I felt so weird. I watch her pull away from him and smile while he just stares at her. I turn around thank god they didn't see me. I feel my heart racing. Why do I feel this way I shouldn't. I don't like Nash. Do I? I feel the tears threatening to fall from my eyes. I quickly walk upstairs and in to My room I share with Grace. Now tears are freely rolling down my cheeks. I walk out on the balcony and lean against the bar along the edge. I look out towards the sea. I don't even fucking know why I'm crying. I DONT like Nash. I quickly wipe the tears away and hold my head in my hands.

"Fuckty fuck fuck fucker." I whisper to myself. I don't like him he's not mine. I say repeatedly over and over in my mind. I think for a few minutes. I roll my eyes. Why am I fucking crying all the time I'm not some weak baby I'm a volleyball player. Strong and not weak. Why do boys bring me down. Because I don't feel like I'm good enough. Bullshit. I'm so done believing it.

I Savannah Michelle am good enough.

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