Being Kellin Quinn's Sister

Chapter 4

| Kylie |

I continued to watch Grey's Anatomy. Kellin was on his phone and so was Jack sitting on the each side of me. The others had slept but I always stay up late. It felt kind of wonderful to actually be able to stay with my brother and reunite with him even thought I promised myself I wouldn't and he was a complete asshole towards me but I suppose he cares.

I yawned because sometimes the show can be boring and not as interesting as the dramatic scenes so I just slowly began to be sleepy. I leaned my head back and my eyes slowly began to shut. It was probably 1am but I just couldn't help but feel tired. I looked over at Kellin and just stared at him until he looked back. "What's up" he said stretching and yawning. "I want to go home" I said and he smiled and giggled. "Too bad" I rolled my eyes. "Did you actually mean everything you said earlier?" I asked and he shook his head. "Did you?" He asked me and I shook my head no. "I am sorry I was being the rude person" I said and he laughed. "I am too.. get over here" he opened his arms and I hugged him and shut my eyes leaning into his arms but that was a big no no.. I fell asleep

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I woke up with my neck feeling like shit. I opened my eyes and saw myself on the couch with Kellin. We were in the same position we were in before I past out. I got up and yawned. The door shot opened and nick and Justin laughed loudly with Gabe following behind with a bag saying "Dunkin Donuts" I smiled and waved. "I brought you something better" I turned and Jack held out a white plastic box. I opened it and it was pancakes from IHOP. "Oh my god thank you" I smiled and smiled warmly towards Jack.
He shrugged and sat down next to Kellin.

"Kellin is still sleeping I see.. how long was he up?" He asked. "Past one" I mumbled while I continued to eat. "Wow our lead singer is going to be shit" Gabe joked making everyone in the room laugh. "And our drummer is going to be beat to soon" Kellin mumbled. I gave out a loud laugh with everyone and Kellin smiled and waved me over. I walked towards him smiling and I put the bag in his hands and he finished my food off. We have a cool bond already.. food seems to be bringing us closer (sarcasm hint hint)

I got up.. "I am going to go wash my face and brush my teeth" I said walking in the hallway. I stood on Gabe's bed and reached over for my bag that lie on Kellin's bed. I pushed the bag towards me and the sounds of paper crumpling was under my bag. I picked up my bag and saw what was under.

"Certificate Of Adoption. Kylie Quinn- Bostwick has been formally adopted" the title and first line of the old yellow beaten up paper read. My heart shattered.. the second paper was turned towards me and I read that as well....

"Certificate Of Live Birth. 1a Child's first name (type or print): Lynn. 1b Middle name: Rose. 1c Last name: Monarch. 2 Sex: female. 3 This birth: single. 4 talks about question 3." I looked down towards the parent section until the papers were ripped out of my hands. "Kylie!" Gabe yelled at me and I was so confused. "What did I just read?" I asked. He nervously smiled at me. "We were planning on pranking you" he smiled and walked into the main room.

I hid by the corner of the wall listening closely. "What the hell is this? Does she know?" He asked and I didn't hear Kellin's voice. "No she doesn't.." he said quietly three minutes after. I sarcastically chuckles loud enough for them to hear me. I revealed myself and stared at Kellin. "You know.. I do love the truth but this was far too long. I actually started believing you were my actual brother" I said and Nicks face fell.

Kellin's eyes became glossy and so did mine. I shook my head and walked back towards the bunk area and threw my bag on my back. My shoes were near thank god. I put them on and rushed past everyone and opened the door and slammed it behind. "The least I could do is go with her!" Kellin shouted behind me and and raised my hand and shook it basically telling him it was off. "What do you want? There's proof that I don't belong. I was correct all this time. Just stop trying Kellin. Seriously just stop. Tell Lisa I am heading back to where I belong. If living here in Michigan has been going okay, then I'm sure I can survive on my own.. my certificate says otherwise" I turned around and kept walking. "I didn't want to tell you. I had no reason to. We just wanted you to be apart of our family Ky. Please believe me. I had those papers for in case you weren't allowed into the venue. I have to show proof sometimes because security might think you are a fan. Kylie I would do anything for you and not hurt you please.." He said but my heart was too broken at this point.

"Please Kylie" he begged. "My name isn't Kylie. It's Lynn remember?" I snapped and didn't turn back. "Kylie STOP!" He screamed and I turned around. "What can it possibly b-" I stared at the truck coming near me. Kellin ran towards me. It seems he had stopped walking after I asked him to leave me alone the first time and I didn't even realize I've been walking so fast. I turned back to Kellin in the moment and he ran at me, I felt a whole numb feeling wash completely all over my body. My tastes became salty but also had a metallic taste.

I shut my eyes. Thinking and listening to the bending medal, the glass shattering, the breaks breaking, the smell of burnt rubber. I opened my eyes and Kellin appeared right there with his big bulging green eyes turn bloodshot red. "Kylie... I love you please don't leave just yet.. we didn't even finish tour together" he chucked and I chuckled. The liquid went down the wrong tube making me choke, escaping slowly from my mouth. "K-Kellin I-I'm sorry" I said and he began to squeeze my hand and cry silently. "No I am sorry we kept this from you. We do very much accept you.. right here" he put my hand on his heart causing tears to spill from my eyes. "Stay up for me you understand?" He begged and I blinked my eyes twitched my finger as a yes.

Sirens came in the distance and I heard crowds of people come. I slowly shut my eyes without thinking and then that was it... my head rested completely.