Being Kellin Quinn's Sister

Chapter 5

| Kellin |

I stared at the clock waiting and watching as time past. It felt like a couple of minutes ago it was 8:27AM but it's now 6PM. I can't tour if my baby sister is hurt badly. It was all my fault...

"Mr. Quinn may I speak with you?" I jumped up shockingly and nick patted my shoulder. I followed the nurse and sat down by her. "Anything?" I asked. "Well.. that's the thing. I was wanting to know if we are allowed to give her a drug that may keep her going. It's saved many peoples lives but there is a 75% chance that it can put the patient in a coma. It's a strong drug and I was wondering if you'd take the risk?" she asked. I stood there not knowing what to say. "How much time do I have to consider this?" She sighed and ran her hands through her hair. "Not very much. You're sister is.. Put it to this. She is on her death bed.. she's lost so much blood and her small body can't really take all of this at once. She had to have lots of bags of blood to regain it all. Important organs are nearly all destroyed so her body can't respond to almost anything" she said and I looked down. "What are you telling me?" I asked and the nurse put her hand on my shoulder. "I am telling you she is going to die unless we use the drug. We want to see if she will reject it or not" she said and I stared at her in the eyes. "Then we'll use it.. please just do anything to save her. I can't lose her. Our last words, we were arguing. I don't want that being the last time I ever got to speak with my sister" the doctor stared at me with sadness in her eyes and nodded.

The doctor went back to work while I got up and went back to where the boys were sitting. "She's dying that's for sure" I blankly stated. "Who's up for drinks? Cheers to me killing my sister" I threw myself in my chair. "Kellin.. stop" Jack looked at me while I spaced off. "Kellin"

Flashback

"Open it!" I screamed at Kylie with excitement. I had bought her , her very own painting set and a lot of brushes and paint. I had also went to hobby lobby and bought loads of best selling artists supplies for her for 12 year Christmas. "OH MY GOD! I GOT I GOT IT I GOT IT THANK YOU K!" She jumped up unwrapping the big painting stand box. "Thank you Kellin" she said hugging me tightly. Our mom took pictures but what a time to capture the moment. "You're very welcome. Take care of it and draw me" I joked and she smiled and looked up at me. "I'll draw you with a turd on your face" she giggled and I laughed with her.

Flashback over

I opened my eyes and looked around. Did I die? Am I alive? I rubbed my eyes until I felt a sharp pain in my arm. I looked down and saw an IV hooked up and connected to my arms and vein. I suddenly felt so upset because I knew what I did. I should be with her instead, not joining her in the hospital.

Turning my head, I looked towards the table and saw that my things were in a pile. I scooted over and slowly grabbed my phone that was locked. I unlocked it and saw I had messages from other bands we were touring with.

Vic: Dude where are you guys?

Was the first text I saw. It was sent hours ago so of course he wouldn't even care by now if the boys told him. He'd just simply be like 'oh sorry to hear but we have tour bye' and leave. I don't care though. I am not even going to tour after this. I really need to take care and help my sister out if she gets better. I set my phone back down after replying to messages. I tried sitting up but the IV wire was short and kept bringing pain to my arm. I silently wined and just miserably laid my head back and stared at the door waiting for somebody to come.

I slowly began to fall in a small sleep until a loud knock was heard, making me jump and skip a heart beat. A female doctor and Nick. I smiled and then yawned. "Hey buddy how do you feel?" He asked. I shrugged. "Could be better.. how is my sister?" I asked the doctor changing the subject immediately. She smiled and then it dropped. "Wait... she didn't? Oh no please–" was my response and she put her hands up. "–No no! Kellin it's not that! No she's still alive. Don't worry. I am not suppose to bring stress upon you because you'll go into shock and it will mess with you! She's doing well. She hasn't woken up nor has she reacted to the drug. We are still waiting" she said and took a deep breath. "Thank you" I mumbled a few long seconds after. Nick sat by the bed and thanked the doctor and she left.

"What happened to me? Why did this all happen?" I wanted to know exactly. "Well, I can answer the first question. You went into shock from so much stress Kellin. You passed out and we didn't know what to do. It was a scary scene" he said sadly. I bit my lip and stared at my feet under the blankets sticking up. "Tell me straight, is Kylie going to survive?" I asked for the millionth time. "I.. well .. if she doesn't wake up on a specific date, the doctors will hope for the best and if she doesn't wake up on the last specific date.. the doctors will ask your mom for permission to unhook everything" he said and I bit my lip again and kept a straight but weak face. "What's going to happen? How many people know?" I asked nick and he held his mouth. "We had to tell the fans.. a lot of people know and the tour is on the verge to just being completely stopped and this will be the first time we've ever done this and same goes with Pierce.. we all do really care for you though Kellin" he said. I felt my gut drop and I suddenly felt a bit terrible to all fans who was going to see us all.

"Did my mom call?" I asked sitting up. Nick walked over and put his hand on my chest.

"Kellin yeah she called. She's here. Don't move, try and stay calm. You need to rest." He said and I shook my head and got up. Gabe walked in with coffee in his hands and set it down immediately and helped nick hold me down.

"Hey man it's okay. Things are okay. Calm down please" Gabe said looking at me in the eyes. I began taking control of my breathing and took deep breaths. I loosened myself and plopped back on the pillow under me.

"I'll keep you updated even if it means to sneak in rooms for you. I promise" Justin said sitting in the corner of the room. I nodded and gave him a small smile. "Just go back to sleep. It's going to be a while. Mike is on his way" was the last thing I heard from Nick before my eyes shut and my eyesight went black.