I couldn't find my balance on the podium. I tried to act strong. I wasn't. I still pulled myself together. I was shaking, I had around 70 people seated in front of me. I was nervous. Then my lips persued.
"My name is Emana. I was Aaron's Em.
A. was so special to me I regret not seeing him." I took a pause. My eyes closed. I tried not to cry. I didn't. I continued " I swear I can still feel him playing with my hair even though there's not much to play with." The crowd gave a small laugh. "I believe in miracles and he was mine. I was always held by his imagination and I will continue to. The world is a lake sorrounded by Oak trees and God made a Oak tree for each one of us. I remember what A. said " We share one, Em" and now that he is gone and I have it all to myself the truth is, I don't want it anymore. I'd rather live my life not having my Oak tree then not being able to share it with him". I cried. "Without him here amongst us we are all miserable. But I know that the universe will pull us back to our Oak tree, eventually.I know it. As I said I believe in miracles, till then I am just a girl in love with the idea of the presence of a dead boy".I stepped down from the podium. I avoided any sort of eye contact with anybody but I could see everyone moved by my speech. I missed him. Even though he was gone I left him a text.
Me: funeral speech succesful. I wish you were here. Oh,wait. It was your funeral speech. Sorry. But I know if you have like a door in heaven and you pressed your ears against that door and you heard my speech, I know you'd be crying your pants off. I am sorry. (Not really,I am not) but I do miss you and I do love you,my love and I mean it , forever.
I never got a reply.
After a few minutes Jae approached. He pulled a chair next to me and said "hey, you okay ?". "I'm fine,I guess" I replied."wanna go grab a coffee or something?". " No, I can't right now, I have to go to lunch with Mrs. Mayen. (Aaron's mom) I'll text you around five pick me up from my hotel,okay?. " Sounds cool, five it is. Okay see you later then "he said. I nodded and waved my hand towards him as he got up and left . Jae was Aaron's best friend. We spoke a few times over texts. He was more broken than I was. He didn't show it , but I knew he was .
I was sitting in the exact same position for an hour after I gave my speech . People started leaving . I heard people consoling mrs.Mayen. I heard one of them say "such a good boy he was, Aaron. God bless his soul , it is gonna be okay lily." I saw a lady approach me. I got nervous. I wanted to laugh on her uneven lipstick flowing outside her lips.but ofcourse I didn't. She came to me and said "what a speech,sweetie. Lovely words those were". I smiled. "How did you know Aaron,sweetie ?". I stared past her.
I closed my eyes.
Flashback of two months ago.
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do you believe in miracles?
RomanceA girl Em accidentally texts a wrong guy Aaron and start talking over the internet.they become really good friends and eventually fall in love but they never meet each other. they both admire and facinate the beautiful oak tree and consider it to be...