EXO imagine by admin Hunna

Chen imagine (2)

Your P.O.V

I woke up from my sleep lazily. I gazed at the calender then I sighed hard. Huh, school day again and I should meet 'him', I thought. I felt hurt again inside my heart. "Why I still can't forget 'him'?" I mumbled.
I finally decided to stand and prepare for my school. As I walked passing a mirror, I gazed at my reflection. "I've always been happy for school days before...."
I moved my sight from mirror and continued walking to the bathroom. I showered but my mind flew away to someone. Suddenly I remembered I had a task together with 'him'. "Everything and everyone really wants me not to forget 'him'." I sighed.

I walked towards my classroom as thought what would I do with 'him'. I could hear from my back my classmate greeted 'him'. I got shock because I just realized 'he' walked behind me! As I arrived I stopped for awhile in front of the door. I inhaled some air and I could smell 'his' perfume from my back. I sighed. 'I think I'm going crazy because of 'him'.'
I walked again towards my seat then I sat on it while glancing at 'him' on the back. I slightly smiled but then the view made my smile disappeared. 'Ugh can't they search a quiet place for dating? You just make me hate you more Kim Jongdae! And I'm sorry for you Kim Hyerin, I can't help but I hate you too though you're always kind and friendly to me.' I thought.
I watched them from my seat and I could hear Hyerin whined to Jongdae to do a something for her. I rolled my eyes. 'Come on b*tch, don't attract him and flirt him.' I said to my self.
Actually I knew, I knew really well that Jongdae and Hyerin were dating. I heard the gossips from classmates. But couldn't I hope a piece of heart from Kim Jongdae? I had crush on him but he had even never looked at me. I sighed, trying my best to hold my tear as the teacher came.

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I stood outside the field during P.E class. Suddenly Hyerin rushed to me and backhugged me. "Hello babe." she said.
I just smiled awkwardly because I weren't so close with her. Also, she took my crush from me. "Ah uhm yes?" I replied.
She broke the hug then rushed to the field to play. I stared at her and my heart felt hurt again as I imagined she always back-hugs Jongdae to give him surprise. 'I bet that's why Jongdae chose her. She's totally a flirt girl that perhaps none of guy could reject her. Ewh but there's no need to have that kind of girl Kim Jongdae. She has nothing except the talent to attract guy and also her beautiful face.' I thought.
I shrugged then went to my close friends and had some chat with them.

I just changed into my school's uniform after finishing P.E class. I sat on my seat silently like usual then suddenly one of my classmates approached me. "(y/n)-ah! As you always know I have a big lack in math. And I want to ask a favour.from you. Could you please teach me for tomorrow's test?" he asked as he scratched his neck.
I smiled a little to him and nodded. "Oh, sure, sure. When do you want to start?" I replied.
"Now. Can I sit beside you?" he asked.
"Of course." I collected some of my seatmate's stuffs and moved it aside.
He sat beside me while opening his books. He pointed a question then I read it.
I nodded my head. "Okay, you can read my answer first, if you don't understand you can ask me." I said while offering my mathematic books.
He took it from my grip and read it. As he read it, a guy that I didn't want to meet or talk with him yet I had a big crush on approached me.
"Hey, let's do our task." he said.
"Excuse me Kim Jongdae but I need her, okay?" my classmate said, a little bit angry.
"Uhm well, I think he really needs me Jongdae-ya." I replied to Jongdae.
"But I need you too!" Jongdae blurted out.
I gazed at him while trying to control my heartbeats. "Oh? Did you mean for doing task? Sorry but I think I should help our friend first." I said.
"Haish," Jongdae messed his hair. "Because I've told you that thing I think I should finish it. Follow me!"
"Wait, wait. Told me about what? And what do you have to finish? Also follow you to where?" I asked.
Jongdae ignored my question and tugged my sleeve. I followed him to stand and also followed behind him to somewhere. 'What is he going to say? Why I'm feeling uneasy and also why my heartbeats are so fast?' I thought.
Finally he stopped and I almost bumped into his back. Before i could even stand properly, he spun to face me.
"Well I like you." he said suddenly.
I opened my mouth then closed it. I opened it again and ask him with trembling voice, "W...what did you say? What do you mean?" 
Jongdae scratched his neck and looked to the sky. "Forget it. I'm just talking nonsense." he said.
He spun again and left me. But before he walked I grabbed his arm. "Are you really enjoying playing with my heart and feeling?" I asked. I finally decided to confess my feeling since he started first.
"What do you mean? Nope! Of course I'm not. I've never played with your heart and feeling." Jongdae denied.
I laughed over his statement. "Never played with my heart and feeling? Then what are you doing now? And also what's the meaning with what you've always done to me? You've always cheered me and make me fall for you. Yes I like you! But you also hurt me! Why do you give me a lot of attention? It really hurts me everytime I remember you're Hyerin's and always be Hyerin's! So stop pretending that you've never done anything because you've done everything in my love life!!" I blurted out everything.
Jongdae spun again and stared intensely into my eyes. Slowly he pulled me into his embrace but I rebelled and tried to break the hug. "Hey, what if Hyerin saw us? She'll be mad to me or even she'll hate me!" I exclaimed.
"What nonsense are you talking about? What's wrong with Hyerin? Does he have any relation with us or with my confession?" he asked.
My anger finally reached its limit. I pushed Jongdae away. "I've told you to stop pretending, haven't I? Go away from me! I hate you!!"
"Hate me? Really?" Jongdae asked.
I opened my mouth to answer but it was late. Jongdae already locked my lips. With his lips. It was totally a lie if I said I didn't enjoy being so close with Jongdae. I could smell his perfume, my favorite scent ever!
After awhile he broke the kiss but he hugged me tightly. "You said you liked me but suddenly you said you hate me. So do you still hate me?"
I avoided his eyes and lowered my head. "How could I hate him after he said he liked me and kissed me?"
"Yep I've heard it. I know you like me too." he said.
I widened my eyes and gave a questioning look. "You've told me loudly (y/n)-ah."
I screamed and covered my face. I was so embarrassed. Jongdae took my hands away from my face. "Don't cover your face. I wanna see my girlfriend's face."
"Gifriend? I'm not Hyerin." I said calmly.
"Hyerin isn't my girlfriend anymore, we broke up already." he said, a little sad from his tone.
I broke the hug as I could recognize his sad tone. He still loved her but he wanted to forget her so he came to me. "If you said you liked me because Hyerin broke you up, then you're late if you confessed to me now. I don't wanna be your girlfriend because you pity me. Good bye Kim Jongdae."
I spun quickly then I ran to toilet. From far I could hear Jongdae's voice said, "I'm sorry (y/n)-ah, I didn't mean to hurt you."
But I ran faster. 'He isn't my destiny and won't be.' I thought.