The Worse Break Up

back together

I woke up and shamar was gone maybe it was just a dream well that would be a nice dream .I have a terrible hangover my head hurts very bad. I went downstairs and I smelled bacon and eggs. I went into the kitchen I saw shamar making breakfast he had on a blue apron he looked cute. Nope I  should not be saying this. He turned and saw me.

"Good morning sleeping beauty, feeling better." He put the egg into a plate and a placed it on the table

"No and I don't feel hungry I just want to go back to bed and sleep."it's the truth I just feel sleepy 

"No your going to eat."

"But I don't want to eat." Was he deaf

"I said your going to eat end of discussion."he led me to the table. He stabbed the fork in the eggs and brought it to my mouth he looked at me all the way.
I bit piece and take the fork from him and fed him he took it. He leaned closer and I leaned in too until our lips touched he kissed me with so much passion and fierce. I have waited for this for a long time its finally happening.

"Hhhhhem" somebody cleared their throat it was mom she had a mischevious grin on her face. I blushed my cheek turned a deep red.

"I need a walk." Shamar got up and went outside I heard him screamed and hit the wall

"Care to explain to me whats going on?" She was asking me a question me myself don't know how to answer

"I don't know I am like shamar but I don't know what to do he is so confusing me myself don't know what to do i love him but you already no what's happening he just left me stranded. I need help mom."I told her everything that was on my mind  tired of keeping secrets tired of being afraid of showing my feelings towards him.

I walked outside and I saw shamar.

"I want to know what's happening between is shamar am tired of this. This minute we are fine and the next we are not."

"Shani don't you remember what you told me when you were drunk you told me you wanted to give us another chance but i dont know if you mean it because you know that you're not so good at expressing your feelings."

" yeah, I remembered what I said a mean it and I'm here to stay for our relationship. Just give me and us a next chance to prove to you that our love is still here."

OK Shani let me do this the write way. Shani Amanda Ali Anderson would you be my girlfriend?"he had a necklace  in his hand engraved on it was  s💕s for ever .the necklace was beautiful it was gold and had diamonds in the middle

"Can I put it on you?"I lift my hair and let him put it on today was the best day of my life.
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The holiday went by fast it was two weeks since am with shamar and it was lovely now its back to jail house school. Mom was home so i went home.

"SHANIIIIIII!!!!"you guessed right it was Amy. Oscar was also there with her she tackled me to ground laughing I pushed her off me and got up.

" i have good news guys."I showed them the necklace and they were speechless you can see that they were just acting.

" guys what happened." They looked shocked that I asked but they quickly cover it up

"Nothing" there answer was quick. I went to class early to get away from those two. As o went into class I saw the biggest slut at Northville high Jessica polar she was sitting on shamar lap flirting with him what shocked me the most was when she kissed him I was going to fight her when I remember my mother's words " baby let me tell you this never cry over a boy or fight over them. Boys will come and go." I just went and take my seat blocking them out of my memory o did what I did best I started to draw  since I wasn't home where when am upset or sad I go on the kitchen and eat or cook. I draw a girl crying blood she was thin and lake she looked like a girl with a broken soul. Shamar realized I was in the class he pushed Jessica off him I just acts like I don't see them he walked over to me.

"Hi babe." I didn't answer him I was going to give him the silent treatment.

"Shani are you ok?" Still no answer

"Ok Shani what have I done now." Did he really just say that. I stood up and slapped him hard across the face

"Don't you know what you do why should I tell you. You know what shamar f**k you. Forget we are even together its over
" everybody was looking at us some was laughing some was shocked by what I did.

The next thing I known his lips crashed on mine.