Brendon's P.O.V. 3 days later
I miss Marcine and Dallon, they were my best friends, all I had. At least I still have Ryan. To know Dallon died pissed at me is so hard to deal with. Ryan hasn't come out of my guest room since we got home last week.
I brought him up breakfast and he refused to eat. I felt bad, it was my fault they died. I shouldn't have had sex with Marcine. I ruined Marcine's short life. I walked downstairs and started to eat, then I got out Orange juice out and got a cup. I finished my meal and went upstairs to talk to Ryan. We talked for a little bit and then he hugged me. Then I asked him to come downstairs with me and we can go out later.
He said alright and he got dressed and I went to my room to get clothes for my shower. I got in the shower and then washed my face and did my hair and got dressed. Then I walked out and Ryan was on the couch. I sat next to him then he asked what time are we going. I said I don't know when ever you want. Was I starting to like Ryan? Does he like me?
We got in the car and went to the movies. We watched the sinister, it was pretty scary. He was holding on to my arm through the whole movie. We got in the car and drove to panera bread. I got a salad and I'm not sure what Ryan got, I was too busy looking into his eyes. He looked up at me and smiled. He said how come you got the salad? I said it was Marcine's favorite. He said yeah your right.
Then after that we went home and talked for a bit and then I leaned in and kissed him, but in my surprise he didn't pull away, he tried to make out with me. I let him, I was falling in love with my best friend. Then we stopped and we looked into each other's eyes. Then he leaned in and kissed my neck. I let him give me a hickey. Then we made out again. I guess people are right Ryden is a thing I do love him and he loves me.I kissed him, I kissed him, and I liked it, in fact I loved it.
Ryan's P.O.V.
I was really falling in love with Brendon. With every kiss we got closer together. Then I was on his lap kissing his neck, Kissing his lips, then his stomach. Then we went up to the guest room, and he was taking off his clothes. I was so nervous, I didn't know what to say, or do then he got on me in the bed, he then said aren't you gonna undress too? I took off my clothes, and then I got back in bed.
I have never been in a homosexual relationship but honestly having sex with a guy is so much better than with a girl. He's never done this either, but he is so good at it. It was the best sex I'd ever had. He was great, he said the same about me.
