Don't give up on me(Jinxx Ferguson fanfic)

Chapter Three:Sorry Won't Save You

~Scarlet~
I sit on the bus going to wherever, as long as it isn't the guys or mom and dad. I plug in my earbuds and listen to Pierce The Veil, She Makes The Dirty Words Sound Pretty. My phone goes off, I pick it up and see Andy's number. I decline it and go back to listening to music.
Later on, Jinxx texts me.
J: Scar where are you?
S: won't tell, I'm fine though.
J: come back, it's lonely without you!
S: no.
J: you realize I can track your phone down right?
S: then I'll just throw it away and then keep running away.
J: don't, please, let me go with you. Scarlet I don't want to be around the guys without you, I love having someone like me around.
S: okay, but don't let the guys know.
J: you're still near downtown...so you left yesterday??
S: mhm. I'll just hop off the bus right now.
J: alright.
I get off the bus and go to a nearby hotel. I tell Jinxx my room number. "Scar." Jinxx hugs me. "I miss you so so much."
"Me too." I lock the door behind him. We sit on the bed cuddling.
"Scar?" He picks up my blade. "Let me see your arms." I shake my head. "Please." I sigh and roll up my sleeves. He grabs my arms and kisses them. "I'm sorry Andy made you feel this way." He kisses my forehead. "When do you wanna go back to the guys?"
"Never."
"Come on Scar, Andy really feels bad."
"Then he knows how I feel, torn apart. Let him feel that way." Jinxx sighs.
"I'll stay with you." He holds onto my waist tighter. "I love you." His eyes widen "I-I'm so sorry-" I cut him off with a kiss
"I love you too Jinxxy." I giggle as he kisses my neck and nibbles on it. I moan softly as he sucks on my soft spot. "Not yet." I tell him smirking. "Too soon."
"You ass." Andy walks in with an extra key to my room. "Jinxx get off her." I shake my head.
"Stay." I walk up to Andy. "So now you care?" I frown. "You can suffer the same way I suffer. Loneliness. Pain. Sadness. You can feel torn all you want, but I will never accept your apology." Tears spill out. "Just let me run away, you no longer have to worry about losing me and getting in trouble with my mom, Jinxx will stay with you guys and I'll leave." I grab my back pack and walk past him with my blade inside. "Bye Jinxx." Andy grabs my arm and holds me.
"I don't want you to leave." He looks at me sadly.
  "You called me freak, saying sorry won't save you." I pull my arm out of his grasp. "My whole life, I've been called freak. My step dad calls me that, so that's why I worry so much about school so he won't hit me." His eyes widen. "Maybe you should get to know someone before hating them next time Andy." I walk away. "I'll be in the tour bus."
  I check out and go onto the tour bus, the only reason why I'm going is because I don't want the cops to get involved in this. I lay in my bunk trying to hold in my tears.