Slash the pain away

Slash the pain away CHAPTER 1

Ariana's point of view:

Wow, I couldn't believe it, two boys fighting over... ME!

Jai, the Australian one , tall, brown eyes, and the most perfect hair.

Nathan, the British one, brown hair and eyes, and the dreamy voice.

First of all I met Jai.

I was on my 'yours truly' tour in Australia, one night I was performing in this club... Damn I can't remember the name, oh well. Anyway I was singing "I love the way you make me feel, I love it, said I love it" and just as I finished that line I heard a big "whoop whoop" coming from right below me on the stage. I looked down, right into those big brown eyes and as soon as I saw them I knew I recognised this boy, he was Jai, one of the boys from the Janoskians. He winked at me and I giggled like a little girl.

After I had finished the show I was in my dressing room, I heard a "knock knock".

I wondered who it could be?

I went to go answer the door, I turned the door handle and standing at the door was that Jai boy from earlier.

He had a bunch of roses in his hand, "for you" he said.

I fell in love with him immediately, I knocked the roses out of his hands and kissed his lips passionately.

After we had finished, he said "wow I never thought that I would have a chance with someone as perfect as you"

I sarcastically said "nice way to spoil the moment... Haha joking, well I never thought I'd meet someone as perfect as you either, I guess we're are meant to be."

Well that soon changed.

Basically in my music video for "the way" I kiss Mac Miller at the end, I didn't even want to! My production team told me that it would be good for views, I tried to explain that I was in a relationship with Jai and didn't want to break his heart.

But I had to do it anyway.

After Jai saw it he took to twitter to be an absolute dickhead and accuse me of cheating on him!

I couldn't believe it, I mean what a Knob!

I then got a text from Jai saying "wow, and I thought that you were perfect... Never message me or even look at me again... SLUT!"

I was so upset for a few weeks after that, I was just so depressed.

I needed a way to express my anger and get all this hate out of me.

I went to my bathroom and get a fresh razor out of the packet.

I then took it to my room where I searched on the internet 'how to get the blade out of a razor'.

Good old Wikipedia put up these steps:

1. Get a knife.

2. Slot the knife in between the blade and the plastic surrounding it.

3. Wiggle the knife back and forward until the plastic snaps.

4. Then pick out your three fresh, unbent razors.

5. HAPPY SLASHING!

Oh that Wikipedia humour, never get tired out it.

Anyway I did what the instructions said and got three blades, I picked one of them up and quickly made lots of little cuts in my arm. It stung, but the pain felt good, I thought to myself "OMG I'M TURNING INTO AN EMO!"

I still carried on though, after about half an hours worth of "slashing" my arms was a blood bath, I went to go into the restroom to get some paper towels to clean myself up. But just as I open the door to the bathroom mum mum, Joan, comes up to me and says " hello sweetie, what are you doing?" I quickly put my bloody arm behind my back and said "nothing much, could we talk in a minute, I've really got to pee!"

My mum then says "Go, Go, don't let Mother Nature wait any longer". I thought to myself "what a weirdo..."

I quickly got into the bathroom and put a loud of paper towels on my arm.

I then got antiseptic cream and rubbed it all over my arm, it stung like fuck!

Finally I bandaged my arm up and then thought to myself "what's wrong with me?"......