Day 42... A little over a month. For the last 42 days i've been playing my life on repeat. You don't know how fast time goes when you watch your 17 years of life go by in a day. I don't wish that fate on anyone, seeing all you could have done to change your fate or outcome. Life or death situations can pivot on such small details.
I took my own life so re-living it is my punishment. I've never believed in god so heaven and hell never seemed real to me until i ended up paying for my "sin". They say you experience your biggest fear in hell, apparently watching my life, death and everything in between is my biggest fear. I growing up my biggest fear was public speaking, standing in front of people and being the center of attention scared me pantsless. Imagine 20 people in a room staring at you, listening to you, only you, while you talk. Thats 40 eyes open looking at you, 20 mouths closed, and 40 ears listening.
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Teen FictionMadeline Edwards has to relive her past 17 years of life everyday.She took her own life since her perfect life was changed by constant bullying and being raped when she was 17. This is a short story for my Honors English Class. I would appreciate l...
