Hide It

Chapter 5

Once he left I had to find my clothes and get out of there. I found my pants, bra, and phone nothing else but I knew I couldn't stay there any longer so i just ran outside and didn't look back. Once I was outside away from the 2 story farm house I called my mom and she came and picked me up. She asked me where my shirt went and i said that it got really wet and i had to take it off. I couldn't tell her that I was just raped because that would break her heart and as far as she knew I was her perfect child. 

Once i was home i ran upstairs and went into the bathroom adjacent to my room and immediately took a shower. I turned the faucet on to the hottest it could go. I felt so dirty and gross, it had to get off of me. I didn't wash my hair or shave my legs, I did 2 things, scrub my body and cry. I picked up the soap and my white loofa and started scrubbing until my skin was raw. Then I sat in the tub and cried. I found out that you can cry in peace when you take a shower since the running water was so loud. After about 10 minutes of crying I went back to scrubbing. I didn't use soap this time so the loofa would scratch me and take my pain away.

I started scrubbing so much that i started noticing a red liquid trickling down my body mixing with the water. Once I noticed it was my blood i started scrubbing even harder, I needed my skin to go away. I wanted new skin, if that was possible. I finally stopped when i noticed my loofa was becoming a pink color and so was my skin. I never realized your body had so much blood running through its veins.