Love Indeed(Dramione)

Practising Spells

I felt like someone had shot crucio at me. I'm beginning to think that would've been better.

3years of my life I loved that git unconditionally and this is how he repaid me? By cheating on his best friend?
Why did I even agree to go out with him? Should've known better.

FlASHBACK
*We all returned to complete our seventh year at Hogwarts. At the station I saw some familiar faces including the infamous Draco Malfoy along with Blaise Zabini and Pansy Parkinson.

I was hurrying past Malfoy when he grabbed my arm and said something I never imagined him even knowing,"Sorry". Yeah he apologized to me before I settled down in the train. I was too dumbfound at that moment to actually say something.*

PESENT

I didn't have anywhere to go since our condo was occupied by oh-so-jerk Ron and his snogging partner/hoe Lavender.

And then it hit me,did he even notice that I saw his snogging session? Was he that big a jerk?
I was happy in a way that he didn't see me.

Gave me more reasons to hold my grudge against him a tad longer and hex him into the next Millenium the next time I see him.

But what was I supposed to do now? I couldn't go to Harry's,I'd have to explain him then.

And honestly I'm too emotionally drained to do so.
So I decided to stay at a hotel that night. I had money,quite a lot to be honest.

Working at the Ministry really pays off well. I checked into a 4-star Hotel in muggle London.

*phone beeps*

Hermione? Where are you? I'm hungry. You know I can't cook so be a good girlfriend and come home quickly to feed me. I'm tired you know. Come ASAP.
-RON

Oh so lovely! Just what I wanted. That asshole to text me or rather *order me*. I'm not his maid. Why on earth shall I cook for him? That cheater git.

I didn't bother to reply. I don't know why but now that I'm giving this a thought, it's not bothering me anymore. I'm numb.

I never really loved Ron the way I did him. He wasn't just my first love,he was my only. The only reason I agrred to go out with Ron was to divert my mind from him.

Now that I'm thinking,Ron was just a rebound. I hate to admit it but I can't runaway from the truth forever can I?

I still remember the first time he held me in his arms. How everything felt safe and sound. How he used to make me laugh with his stupid comments.
How I loved his smirk and almost mastered it.

We were the envied couple of Hogwarts. Everyone thought we'd last seven lifetimes but....
Boys. They don't deserve to feel loved when they make a girl feel used.

I quickly lay on the bed and closed my eyes. But sleep didn't overcome me.

Suddenly all I could think about were his grey eyes. I didn't know why but I was missing him. All these years and still?

I seemed to have forgotten him much to everyone's dismay but why today suddenly? Is it because today and that day are similar?