Chapter 39

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"He's too stubborn he won't even talk to me!" I said in frustration.

"Jasmine, look at me. Everything's gonna be okay and soon enough he'll come around and be reasonable, he will." she reassured.

I nodded my head, calming down a bit, "sorry it's so stressful.." I said apologizing, "I shouldn't even be doing this since I'm six and half months pregnant."

"I know it's doing too much, maybe you should take a break and wait until you have the baby and then try to talk to him. He said you can live here till he gets out, that should be enough time."

"Madre, he said 'until he gets out' that's not enough time! I only have about five or six months. I have to look for an apartment, find a job and be out by that time." I sighed.

"I'm here to help, darling I can help with the apartment hunt while you look for a job. I'm gonna help you and you can stay with me for little while." she shrugged.

"You really think I can do this.. on my own?"

"Yes." she said confidentiality.

"Thank you.." we hugged, tightly and warmly.



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Weeks have gone past and I'm finally seven months pregnant!

Ella's due date is July 14th and I have a feeling that she'll be born around 2 weeks early like I was. Michael wasn't born early but Maria was, 2 1/2 weeks early.

I'm so excited to meet her and to hold her and just love her. I'm just scared and worried because I have such little time to be here in the apartment and I still have to buy things for Ella, find a job and apartment.

I just found out that Jack is getting out of the jail holding place-within three months. Not five to six.

Apparently, he's been having good behavior and since he only tried committing murder, he won't stay in there for long anyway.

My feet are swollen, I'm tired all of the damn time and my back hurts. I'm just a hot mess and there's so much things to do and get done in such little time.

I then think about Jack. Will he ever be reasonable? Will he still care? Or will he just stop everything and move on and forget all of us.

Leaving all of us in the past--making us history and not present or future. I then think about Hakeem too.

We haven't spoken since he left the hospital when we had a talk with my mother. So over a month or two. I worry about him and I care about him.

But I don't think we will be an item anytime soon. But we will see what the future holds and what God has in mind for us.



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I walked inside of Walmart because I needed to get things for Ella. I dropped the kids off at my mother's so it's just me.

I'd bring Lainie with me but she wanted to stay with Marcus and make sure he's okay. He's doing good, he's going to therapy. He's learning how to walk again.

He's doing good so far, having a little trouble here and there but he'll get there, eventually. I walked down towards the baby section and looked through the cribs and the bassinets.

I seen pink and purple owls, monkeys, and cute baby Minnie Mouse ones. I decided to go with the owls and then head toward the clothing section to pick out outfits.

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