Author's note and sad past

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Hi um I got some bad news

I might not gonna update all of my stories for many days. I need something to get my hurt feelings out some people started to hate one of my stories and it hurts me a lot

Here's a secret

I have suicide thoughts

4 years ago i have two cousins died they were very close to me but they died

The first one died in an accident and the other committed suicide and I always lock myself in my room for 5 weeks and cutting my arm sometimes and saying it was my fault they died.

Few days ago I read someone's comment one of my stories saying that my story is ridiculous and hate it. It hurts me. I work hard just for someone to like it and my other cousins want me to publish a story. I always said I'm not really good but they force me so....

Few minutes ago, I cut my arms several times now and my eldest cousin stop me and saying 'Don't listen to them. It'll just hurts your feelings more.' She's the only person who is close to me.

*Sniff* gah I'm being so emotional
Well I guess this is a good bye for this story
If someone wants more of this um people who are good making stories continue my story make it different or if someone wants me to do it please comment

Bye.....

You Liar!!! (Cheater!Allen Walker X Reader X Tyki Mikk) *Edited*Where stories live. Discover now