Darry's POVAfter we got the news on how the guys were doing we headed home.Dally, of coarse, was going to be fine with just minor cuts and bruises, and a broken arm.Johnny, surprisingly wasgoing to be fine also after a few months of physical therapy. Pony was relieved, and fell peacefully to sleep in the back of the car. I looked at him through the rear view mirror. He lookedso calm and relaxed there curled up in Soda's lap, and I envied Soda for being able to get along with Pony so well.We pulled up to the house and I heard Soda whine to Pony about getting up. I went to pick Pony up and felt him tense up in my arms. Was he afraid of me?"He's getting mighty big to be carried", Soda said sleepily."He's sure lost a lot of the weight", I said noticing how light he felt.I watched Soda undress Pony once I tossed him in bed. His weight loss affected his build but not too badley, and I tried contain myself from attacking Pony right then and there. Iwondered if Soda would let me take Pony to sleep in my room without getting suspicious?"Soda?" I asked hopefully."Yay Dar?" he said once he was finished."Do you think Pony could sleep in my room, just for tonight?" I held my breath. Why was I so nervouse? Its not like I was planning on doing anything to him, I just wanted to watch him.Yeah, I told myself, just watch him.Soda smiled, understanding."Sure, take him" he replied. I scooped him up in my arms, taking my almost naked brother to my room. The only thing hewas wearingwas his briefs.I placed him delicately on my bed, trying not to wake him. I stripped down to my briefs and climbed into bed beside him, spooning him up in my arms. He curled into a ball and openedhis eyes, gasped and pulled away. I reached my hand out to grab him and he shut his eyes, as if he was expecting me to hit him. Did he actually think I would hit him? "Baby, Im notgoing to hurt you. C'mere" I whispered softely."Darry, please dont hit me. I promise to be good" Pony said with his eyes still close. I think my heart just broke, he actually thought I was going to be hitting now on a daily basis. Ormaybe just whenever he made a mistake, either way my brother was probably thinking he was going to be living in a abusive enviroment. He was probably living in his own imaginaryhell.I watched him as he opened his eyes, he was trembling."Listen little buddy. I promise I will never, ever hit you again, okeay? I swear, alright? Dont be afraid of me", I felt as if I'd start crying again,"Please Pony, you got to believe me, I loveyou". I closed my eyes ashamed, and then I felt strong little arms around me.I looked at him staring at me with those big greenish-grey eyes as he dug his face into the crook of my neck. "I love you too Darry", he whispered into my skin as if telling it a secret.I wrapped my hands around him again,and brought him close to me. He looked back up at me, with fearful eyes. "What if you get mad at me again?"I paused and looked down at him. He was pale compared to his usual complexion, and his cheeks were turning a crimson color. His lips were pinker than usual, now too. He bite hisbottom lip, tucking it under his top teeth firmly, tuning it to a more dark pink shade."We'll talk about, but I still wont hit you"He smiled again, making his dimples resurface apon his sweet face. I kissed his cheek before I could think about it, and almost regretted it immediatley afterwards intill he did the sameto me. Just like in my dream, I thought nervousley. I put my face in his hair before anything else would happen, what if he kissed me on the lips? I know I wouldnt be able to controlmyself, it was better that I stopped it there. If I let it continue I'd know there would be no stopping me from pulling my brother underneath me and ravaging him. He also would bescared out of his mind.I listened to his soft breathing, and let that put me to sleep.Pony's POVI opened my eyes to find Darry still asleep, his arms still tightley wrapped around me. Last night was weird, I dont know why but I was still a little afraid of my brother even after I sawhim cry for me in the hospital. But when he found out he actually opened up to me,and apoligized for hitting me. I know I deserved it though, cominig home at two I was asking fortrouble. But he apoligzed anyways, and he kissed me. I know it was just on the cheek,but it felt like so much more. At least I wished it was, and I really wished for something more toafter he did it.I was too confused right now.Darry opened his eyes,"Mornin' Dar," I said and then kissed his cheek softley.He smiled,"Mornin' Pony" he replied and then kissed my cheek, I returned the smile .Climbing out of bed quietley, trying not to wake Soda, I made my way to take a shower.Darry's POVWhen he smiled I felt my heart burst with happiness, he does believe me. I got up and looked at myself in my bedroom mirror, what was the matter with me? I couldnt have feelings formy brother, could I? It wasnt right, he was my brother. Not to mention he was a guy. I wasnt gay, at least I didnt thik I was. But I wanted Pony so bad, to hold him close and to kisshim. I got to get thisout of my system, or I'll go crazy.Please reveiw, the more reviews the faster I update! Love to my first reviewers, thanks for telling me about my spacing.
