I wake up earlier than I should have, maybr about 5 o'clock sharp. I sit up, yawning and rubbing my eyes. I hear knock at my door assuming it was either Andreaor Elspeth. "Wake up sleepy head!" I heard Christin. "Shut up for a mere second, i'm awake." I argue. "Rawr touchy." He argues back. "Don't tempt me" I joke. "I' going to take a shower, okay?". "Can I come in" he said. "Er--yeah sure. I hesitated, laying back down and glaring at Christian. "What." I bluntly sigh. "Just wanting to see if you are awake, i'll just leave then.." He pouted. "Okay tell Andrea I need her please?" I ask. "Whatever" he shooed me. "ANDREA, OCTOBER NEEDS YOU!" He yelled while i chuckle at him. "Well i'm lucky" I smile with sarcasm. "Yes, October?" She said as wary washed over her. "Uh I need to take a shower.." I embarressedly told her. "Okay.. And..?" she smarty implied.
" Umm..'i titled my head. I have no clothes and I need to take a shower.. I don't see how that doesn't seek through her skull "Ooh yeah, well i'll get you some good clothes, i'll get you some underwear as well as a bra. You and I are going shopping... yay." she said clenching her fists in the air, mostly because the sarcastic sentence she just said. "Well I have no money, other than a dollar and fifty cents" I murmured under my breath. "Well of course you don't, silly. I'll buy a lot of clothes for you, my grandfather is kind.. how do i say.. well-paid." she proclaimed. I sat up chocking on my laughter, as she follows. laughing with me, she leaves the room and a few minutes later she finally comes back. Well this is going to fun... Right?
She reaches sweat pants and a shirt, along with under garments she had told me about. "Here, shower." she demands. "Okay, mom." I laugh coughing from my now morning throat ache. I start to get up and walk out the door to the bathroom. "You have a bathroom in your room, hon." She goofed. I turn back around and slim over, obviousley exhausted. I reach the door to my bathroom and open it. Walking inside I shut the door behind me. I put the clothes on the sink, i go to take of my pants when i feel a hard hit on my leg. "Ow!" I groaned. I reached into my pants pockets to find an IPhone 5S. "Okay... are you serious.." I whined.
"ELSPETH!!" I holler. "Yeah!? I hear footsteps and the door opening. "Why do i have this ?" I directly stare into her light blue eyes. "I didn't give this to you, i'm not that crazy." Her face lights up as she yelled for Christian. "Christian Everdean!?" He comes in my room bursting through my bathroom door. "Yeah!?" He screams. "Calm down, hipster." I can't help but laugh. " Ha ha, funny." he said winking at munexpectedly. Out of my own stupidity I blushed earning a cheeky grin from him. Oh, I just want to.. i just.. before i could finish my thoughts Elspeth interrupted our so-called 'moment'. "Did you do this?" Elspeth questioned. "No she probably had it, it's not a surprise-- shes a beyond idiot." He pierced his lips into a straight line, noting he was serious. I rolled my eyes turning on the phone and unlocking it by a swipe from my finger. I swipe once again, and click 'Pictures'. Numerous pictures of myself was shown. From Bennett and I to just me. " Is that him " Elspeth took the phone gazing at it.
I sniffle trying to get rid of the tears. Christian looks at him, wide eyed. "You really loved him didn't you..?" He asked. I did, I really did love Bennett, with all my heart and soul. I would do just about anything. I would do anything to see him and apoligize, deperate for his touch, his lips.. his comforting presence.. " Uh.. I need to take a shower.. Get out--both of you.." I stared at my feet. "Sorry.." he grumbled. They all left and I was standing here, looking aat him. Missing ever moment with him. Bennett calling me 'babe' everyday, also 'honey'.. We would look at eachother every minute from lust. I was snapped out of my thoughts and started the shower. Stripping my clothing one-by-one. I turned on my favorite song 'Say Something' by Christina Aguilera.
Singing all the lyrics while swaying to it over and over, left and right. 'Say something i'm giving up on you... i'll be the one if you want me to.' I sing good.. but I guess not to where i'll be on X factor. I feel the warm water, 'Mannnn this is warm' I thought. I pushed the nozzle up and got into the shower. I felt warm droplets of water on my skin. Relaxation overflowing me. I grab the shampoo and smell it. "Oh, roses!" I gushed. I squirt the liquid in my hand and scrub my head. I wait five minutes then wash the soapy material out. Letting all of the soap wash down my hair, soon slowly down in the drain. I put conditioner in my hand, after awards. I put it on my head and rub it in, scurbbing a little. I wait 5 more minutes to wash the soft gushy liqiud out. I then flashed back into the past as if it was memory. Seeking every moment. Me and Bennett laughing and kissing, soon it was getting intense. His hand wrapping around my leg, pulling it up as he slowly starts kissing my kneck. I come back to reality noticing i have been crying. I wipe off the single tear, only to be wiping a lot more as I start to sob. "Oh Bennett, i'm sorry" I sob. "Why do I have to go through this!?" "I am better than this!" "I have more ability than that scum i call Lola." "She is nothing, and I AM something. I will make myself better, I WILL make myself better" I say. Picking up more confidence, and slowly continuing my shower.
