Losing You- (Nalu) Fanfiction

The Relief

° Glass. Blood. Relief. °

I watched as my relief dripped with in the red iron substance flowing down my skin. Every word he said, every look, every warm smile he gave me, his laugh that was filled with love and happiness were gone. Forever. They belong to her now. Without him, what is there to life? How can I live without him standing by my side?

Without the love of my life, my Natsu. Wait... he is not mine anymore. He belongs to her now. His laugh, hugs, giggles, and first kiss belongs to her now. They belong to Lissanna. The pain built up in my chest and again it was too much to bare. I have to cut them away again and again until all of this pain will go away.

One cut per memory. His laugh, one. His warm hugs, two. His giggles, three. His first kiss to Lisanna, four. Natsu look what you've done to me. Are you happy? No, are you glad at this self inflicting pain? Wet, salty tears cascaded down my face as the pain simmered away. Only, leaving the wound that would soon heal into an ugly scab. My soul is dying, very slowly, agonizingly slow. I can feel it, my time is coming. Someone come and save me from this horrid hell, anyone! Please!

I sat there in my aching thoughts of pleas and hopes that I knew were worth less. I continued to hope as I slipped in the glass into one of my dresser drawer. I walked into the bathroom and cleaned the dry blood. As I cleaned everything erasing the bloody scene from existence a soft knock sounded at my door.

"Hime, are you ready for school? Capricorn is waiting for you in the car." Virgo said through the door.

"No, not yet, I just need 15 more minutes.

"Hai, Hime! Will there be any punishment for me today?"

"No, Virgo." A sigh escaped from me. I should have known known she was going to say that.

I walked out the the bathroom and pulled out long black skinny jeans and a white and gray shirt that had the Gryffindor sign with Harry Potter's name and number. I put on my favorite converses, which were Harry Potter.

What can I say I love anything from Harry Potter to anime. I looked at my phone to see that and it was already 7:25. Crap! I gonna be late! I grab my Twenty-one Pilots jacket and ran down the stairs by threes. As I ran out the house, Capricorn's black mercedes was at front of the gate.

"Sorry, Capricorn that I was late!" I smiled softly.

"It's fine, Lady Lucy. I just hope you weren't spending most of your time cutting your skin." He stared back at me through his black sunglasses. I was caught in surprise but, just kept my mouth shut and stepped in the car. How did he know that I cut myself when no one is around. My mind was racing unsteadily making my palms sweat. I need to know. How does he know. But, before I could ask him, he announced something.

"What? I'm sorry, Capricorn can you say that again?" I asked.

"Of course, I said that we have arrived to FairyTail High." He hoped out of the car and came over to the other side to open my door. "Here, we are."

"Thank you, Capricorn. Bye" I said as I as headed towards school.

"Your very welcome, Lady Lucy." He said as he hoped back in his car and drove away. I walked among the shadows hoping to avoid him. I kept shuffling through people quickly as possible to my locker. Finally after dodging people, I made it to my locker.

"Nastu!" I heard Lisanna shout in the distance.

"Hey Babe, you should have seen Gray's face when I beat him in foosball!" I turned around to see a head full of salmon pink hair.

I spun my combo into the my locker as fast as I could and grabbed my binder and books. And did the most obvious thing for when you are avoiding someone. I took a break for it, but, because I'm so clumsy I ran into something really hard. I mean really hard. It felt like running into a brick wall and believe I would rather run into a brick wall then what I ran into.
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Hey Minna,

Hope you guys enjoy this better version of the story. Welp, I gotta go Lucy is nagging at me to continue to write this.

Lucy: " I'm not nagging you."

Me: " You sure are."

Lucy: " No I'm not!😤"

Me: " Then what are you doing, then?"

Lucy: " I am simply encouraging you."

Me: " Yeah, sure.😒"

Lucy: " Whatever, shouldn't you be explaining to the readers why you started this all over again.😦"

Me: " Uhh...yeah...uh... let's go on with the chapter! Bye!😨" *Runs away*

Lucy: "Hey get back here! Erza!"

Erza: *shows up* "Yeah, what is it Lucy?"

Lucy: "Obsidian stole your cheesecake."

Erza: "OBSIDIAN! 😈"