"what did i just see?"
ARIANA
As i make my way to the front gate i cant stop thinking about what happened. That boy is... why'd he stop? i think to myself. i cant get him out. i shake my head to clear my mind and as i turn around and i see him a mile or two away from me and i quickly walk into the school. But i wished i'd taken my time.
As i walk through the corridors i see everyone starting to stare and give me dirty looks. i look straight ahead pretending like i cant see them staring, i walk as fast as i can too my locker, and as soon as i get there they strange boy magically arrives next too me. i see at the corner of my eye that his locker is right next to mine, so i just ignore him cause i dont have the energy to watch him. as soon as i get my books for period 1, i shut my locker and see him staring at me, like i was a person who needed to be fixed. and my oh my it was true, i was a mess. a mess that couldnt fix itself. i needed someone but i didnt want anyone to fix me.
He swiftly grabs my hand without saying a word and drags me outside of the school, i didnt wanna say anything cause i was used to people dragging me like this after school. and also because i didnt know what to say to him. we walk for about 5 minutes and he turns and sees that the schools out of sight and sighs. He quickly looks into my eyes and says
"hey, i know i just dragged you outta school for no reason but can you come and keep me company" he turns to the bench behind him
i quickly nod and he lets go of my hand and i follow him to the bench. but tbh i didnt really care if he actually just dragged me outta school, cause thats what i was gonna do anyway. i take a seat next to him and its quiet for awhile. i dont know if i should ask him why he stopped in fornt of me this morning, but i was afraid of what he was gonna reply. so i kept quiet and asked him what his name was
"Shawn" he said quietly
"Ariana" i replied and he gave me a small smile
He turned to face me and looked into my eyes again, but i couldnt take it anymore so i asked
"why do you keep looking into my eyes?"
"cause i can see something, that needs fixing" he replies calmly
i stare into his eyes and i was completely lost, he knew exactly what i was thinking.
A.N
HEYO SO THIS IS THE 2ND CHAPTER AND I KNOW ITS NOT THE BEST, BUT PLEASE BARE WITH ME LIKE IM SUPPOSE TO BE ASLEEP RN BUT I CANT SO I JUST WROTE 2 CHAPTERS AT 4 AM IN THE MORNING (I LIVE IN NYC) AND I HAVE TO GET UP IN LIKE AN HOUR FOR SCHOOL SOOO YEH ILL UPDATE THE NEXT TWO CHAPTERS SOON BUBS LOVE YOU -aDDY🍑
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Depressed | Shawn Mendes
Fanfiction"why are you still here?" she asked "because i know you're still looking for that person who will fix you." and guess what? im here for that.
