Depressed | Shawn Mendes

five.

make what harder? 

Ariana; 

I stare at him blankly for who knows how long. He grabs my hands softly and sits me down on a nearby bench. 

Shawn starts to whisper words that I can't understand. I continue to let him talk while I stare into the sun setting. 

All of a sudden, everything goes quiet. like shawn got up and left and so did the word. I couldn't move. I could feel my heart beating out of my chest and my body just crumbled. then everything went black. 

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Shawn; 

I gently shake her to ask her if she's feeling okay. I don't get a response. I start to panic and I hold her tightly, I begin to start shaking her frantically, hoping she'll snap out of her trance or whatever she was in.   

She was breathing, i know she was. I could feel her heart beating faster and faster by the second. Then it hits me. Ariana's having a panic attack. I gulp loudly and pick her up bridal style and clamber her into the front seat of my car. 

I quickly make my way to my house. I look over and see that she's shaking but has her eyes tightly closed. I start panicking, even more. not knowing what the hell I should do to help her. I grab her shaking hands and hold them tightly in my own. Once in awhile placing a kiss on her soft baby skin hands. 

I make a left turn and pull up on my driveway. I turn and look to see the house completely empty. 

This is great I thought. Not even an hour of being together and I already am responsible for causing her to have a panic attack.

I quickly try and get her inside the house, it was easy because she was barely conscious now. I trip over the first step of the house and I  immediately turn her whole body towards the sky so she would land on my body. I get up with her on my chest and open the front door shakingly. 

I scramble around the house and end up on the couch. I slowly place her on it. I go into the kitchen and grab a glass of water for when she wakes up. 

Oh, I  hope she does. 

No, Shawn, she will wake up. she has to. 

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A/N 

Hey bubbies, I'm back with an update after like 23988391821 years. oh my god and thank you all for 200+ reads wow. I'm currently working on a few chapters for depressed. So sorry for the inactiveness. I've had some major writers block whoop, so here i am after like 3 months of not giving all of yall an update. Well tell me what you think about this chapter gaha. Expect a couple chapters in the next few days. 

and oh my fucking got MTV UNPLUGGED my doods !! ahhh thank you shawn for releasing it because i really needed it aha. okay cya soon, love you. x

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