I always thought that the biggest mistake a person can make is depend of somebody, especially if it's about your happiness, because everyone walks away and leave, or they have someone else, nervertheless you only have that person, and you end up all alone without have done nothing wrong but depend of that person.
That was the first reason why I didn't call him back, it passed a week, I didn't talked to him, I felt if I talked to him, I'd end up needing him, the only thing I didn't know yet, was that I was already needing him.
"Answer him" Lily said sitting in front of me in her sofa. We already left Holmes Chapels and we were in her flat having breakfast.
"Maybe I shouldn't." I said looking at my phone.
"Why you think you shouldn't when it's about that guy? Look at you, you want to answer him." I didn't answer her.
He just wrote "Hello. It's Harry, how are you?" I was dying to answer him, I didn't want to pass one more day without answer him but I was scared.
"C'mon Barbara, it's just a message asking how are you, he's not asking you to get married." I though she was right, I couldn't forget the night I saw him, he looked so... beautiful.
"I wanna see him again." I said aloud.
"Really? You do?" She asked surprised.
"Yes, I do." Then my fingers started to write by themselves.
"Hi, I'm fine thanks, and you? :) xx" I couldn't pretend that everything was fine after didn't answer him in three days. "Sorry I didn't answer you back, I was busy." I sent it and I started to be nervous, really nervous, he was on line.
"He's on line and he's not texting me back." I said.
"Anyway, you deserve it, you didn't from the start so..." She said, she's always right.
"Don't worry, it's OK :) xx" he answered me.
"How are you?" I texted, in that moment we couldn't stop talking, like the first time we talked. It was at my home, our mothers were friends and his family came to my home, we were both young when I first met him, but it felt like I knew him from the start.
It didn't pass a lot of time until we wanted to see each other, I had my heart on my throat, he is invited to an event where I'm actually modeling. I've never been so nervous.
"Will you come to the event?" I asked nervous.
"Probably yes, so I can see you. I thought after the event we could go to have dinner." He said, I read the message like four times.
"If you want, of course." He said because I didn't answer.
"I'd love it." I said without thinking, but I felt it. I couldn't wait to see him, to hear his voice again.
That night, when I lay in bed, I still had butterflies in my stomach, I thought nothing could ruin it, but I forgot about, something, we're famous.
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Famous, Crazy & In Love. (Harry Styles & Barbara Palvin)
FanfictionYou will not understand this book if you don't think love can let you completely blind and crazy.