Famous, Crazy & In Love. (Harry Styles & Barbara Palvin)

Chapter 4

BARBARA'S POV

How can you find the difference between reality or a moment idealized by your mind? It may feel real to you, you feel it and you fall for it, but are you the only one?

We were at the after-party, he was with his friends in the other side of the room and I was talking to my agent Greg when I felt he was staring at me and I couldn't help it but stare at him, it was like we were all alone in the room again, I didn't hear nothing, I couldn't see anything but him.

I stared at Greg for a while and laid my eyes on where Harry was, but he disapeared like a ghost, and without I realized I was searching for him.
"Barbara, are you okay?" My agent asked me "You look worried" he said turning around.
"I'm okay, I want to join to the party!" I said trying to look I was excited for the party when, in fact I didn't give a damn about anything and anyone in the room but him.
"Then go ahead, you deserve it, you've done a good work"
"Thank you very much" I said truly greatful.
And after he could say a word to me, I turned around and left, I went to the mini bar and asked for a drink, you could see the whole club from there and I was searching for Harry, but I didn't see him from there, I felt dissapointed and closed my eyes, while I drank my drink.
"What's wrong with me? I feel so stupid" I thought.

"Were you looking for someone?" I heard in back, I could reconognize that voice, I immediatally turned and I saw Harry, standing there with a smile, I felt he was joking, because he knew the answer.
I stared at him for a while, I didn't know what to say.
"I was looking for my mom" I answered.
He lifted his eyebrows, he wasn't expecting that.
"We both can play this game" I thought.

He frowned, I knew him since we were 13, he did that because he was focus on something.
"You can't invite anyone to the event if you are not from the managent" He said looking at me "And you are a model"
Letting me know that he noticed I wasn't from managent and I was lying.
I stopped to drink and while he was staring at me with a I-win smile.
"Were you really looking for your mom, Baraba?"

I wanted to die, I wished there was a open window so I could trow myself. I turned red.
"I think I have to leave there are people-" I said walking away but he stopped me standing in front of me.
"I would like to see you more often, if you want to" Harry said looking at me, then he took a step in the side so I could leave, but I didn't, I stood in the same place, I wanted to be with him.
"I don't know" I murmured looking at the floor while I pulled a lock of hair in the back of my ear. He was staring at me, waiting for a yes.
"Time will tell"
"Is that a yes?" Harry asked.
"It's a 'I wouldn't mind'" I answered. I looked up to him and I had his green eyes so close to mine, we stood looking at each other for a minutes, that to me where seconds, I felt he could see throw me.
"Someone gave my phone to the fans and I changed my number phone... again" He said closing his eyes, clearly pissed off.
"Oh, I'm so sorry, you... you don't deserve to be annoyed in that way" I said.
"Thank you" Harry said looking at me again, but this time acknolizing what I meant.
"So... here's my number phone" He said writing his number in a napkin.
"You can call me if you don't mind spending some time with me" Harry said looking at me and moving the piece of paper until our hands touched, in that moment my heart started to beat so hard that I was scared he could hear it, my mouth was suddenly dry like a desert, and time was frozen. I stared at him and he was looking at me saying throw his eyes "you are feeling it too".
I took the napkin and whispered "Alright" but our hands were still touching even when I had it.
Suddenly a guy from the stairs that connected the mini bar with the rest of the club, called Harry "The lads are leaving in 5 minutes" he shouted.
"Alright, I am going with you too" And he turned to me and aparted his hand from mine, I felt like a sweet and nervous feeling in my chest. "Um... I have to leave, it was a pleasure to see you again as always, you looked beautiful in the catwalk" Harry said as goodbye while he was walking back slowly.
"Goodbye" I said smiling like a fool.
"You looked beautiful in the catwalk" Harry said before leaving. "Say hi to your mom when you see her" he shouted from the stairs.
I laughed and shaked my head closing my eyes.
When I opened my eyes he was already gone, and I felt empty inside, I spent the last hour with some friends but all I had in my head was him, replaying every single thing in my head.
When I went to my car I left the napkin inside of my black jacket.
That night I fell asleep thinking of him, and if he was thinking on us too.
But what I didn't notice was I was falling for him.