rouges life

journal

NOOOOO JASON!

I screamed and shot up from the bed Jason woke up when he heard me scream. He shot up out of the bed and started looking around the room for danger when he saw nothing was there he turned around and rushed to my side. ''Alexis what's wrong are you okay?!?!? bad dream?" I slowly nodded and held onto him for dear life shhhh. its okay im here now no ones gonna hurt you he said slowly rocking me back and forth. I couldn't stop crying I got his shirt soaked with my tears.''Do you want to talk about it?. y-yes. okay what happened I re-told him every thing that happened in my dream '' no ones going to hurt you look im okay and here with you as for my brother he spat with so much venom it scared me he wont dare lay a finger on you unless he wants to keep his hand. After he told ,me that my tears keep falling come on love lets go back to bed.

When we went back to bed I still couldn't sleep knowing that my dreams will come back to haunt me.

morning~

alexis pov:

I never went back to sleep last night I checked the time on the night stand 1:00am ughhhh jason was sleeping. I slowly got up from the bed so I wouldn't wake up jason I looked back towards the bed and saw the covers were off of him and he wasn't wearing a shirt and OMG I couldn't stop the drool he has a sexy eight-pack yumm oh what I would do I could lick ice cream NO NO BAD BAD ALEXIS don't think like that. Hey I haven't wrote in a long time man and I lost my journal darn oh well I guess Ill start a new one. I quietly walked over to the desk in the room and started to look for some paper and a pen ah ha found it I took the paper and pen out sat down on the chair wow this chair feel like heaven hmm not gonna give jason back his chair

my journal~

sometimes people lose the ones they love, And their heart is missing a piece their other half that only that special person can fix but when that special person comes they push them away not wanting to feel that pain anymore. They put a spell on their heart so now its made of stone. To afraid to love again. But what they don't  know is that when they finally let that special person in they wont feel that pain and learn to trust cause that's what love is and some people cant learn to love again if you don't let them in so they can break your heart of stone.