rouges life

regret

jasons pov:

I woke up with a pounding head ach... everything came back to me like a slap in the face alexis!!!!!!.. I stood up so fast I almost fell I ran out of my room in search of my beta this is the one and only time I'm scared and don't know what to do this is what alexis does to me my heart clenches at the though of her not with me that only makes me run faster '' clayton" I yelled for my beta ''yes alapha he said walking out of a room" she's gone I said with so much sadness it hurt its all my fault I'm such an idiot clayton I don't know what to do I didn't do anything he took her!!!. clayton: '' Wait what who took her where is she the person that took her is gonna be one sorry mother fucker" he said

derek took her!! I don't know what happened one minute were smiling happy and the next I'm out cold and she's gone what do I do?!!? it hurts too much to be away from her without her I feel lost I know we just met and all but it feels like I can't breath with out her she's like my drug clayton my other half my last piece to the puzzle!!!!  what should I do what can I do? the though of her with derek makes me so mad! I can't stand her not being by my side!! after I was done with my rant clayton looked up at me and smiled ''clayton: Dude you got it bad okay so get something of hers like clothes I'll get the  best trackers and warriors don't worry dude we will get our luna back!" with that said we were off

while I was walking to get clayton a piece of her clothes I found a note on my door why didnt I notice that before?! I took it opened it it read wow brother that was way to easy I'm shocked!! but all I have to say is your never gonna find her by the time you do she'll be in love with me!!! so don't even try!! have fun trying to find her!! oh yeah one more thing if you do find her she'll only remember my name if you know what I mean;) ~derek"

when I was done reading that note you won't believe how angry  I was that only made me more determined to find her but that one though was still in my head what if Im not good enough?! why can't me and alexis be happy?!?! why do I have to be such a bad mate I'm not good enough for her but I won't stop trying I love her!

all I wanted was to find the one and now that I've found her she slipped before my fingertips!

An: omg did the big bad player alpha just say he loved alexis!!! well till next time I hope you liked it!