For the sake of a troubled youth

Chapter 5: Learning the truth

Sevs  POV

I left as soon as the coast clear. when i was almost back to the store I called up Trav To see if he had any work. Trav is a coo dude who loves money. it's the one thing he doesn't play about. and no person would be crazy enough to cross his ass. he's a big Italian dude who got all kinds of connections. if he wanted you dead,  it could happen within minutes.

       "hello" he answered the phone

"yo, Trav it's Sev. you got any work for ya boy?"

"no not yet. actually one thing. you know any body lookin for a good time?"

"good time as in gettin high?" I asked unsure

"no. sex wise ass.  I gotta good one who performs... well let's just say her techniques are impressive. and she's worth the price."

"and what exactly is the price?"

"600 dollars an hour"

"what the..."

"yeah at a 2 hour minimum"

"you jippin people man!"

"it's well worth it. not only is she good. you can do what ever to her and have her do whatever to you. if you're into s & m she's down. beat her up anything. hell she will shave her head if that's what you. want. she's a true fantasy girl"

"alright I'll see what I can do."

"okay if you find someone. tell them to call me directly. got it?"

"yep"

"alright" then the phone went click in my ear.

I decided to head to Felicia's house. I kind of felt bad about cheating on her and almost having sex with another girl. I fought with myself the whole way there on whether I was gonna tell her or not. I don't normally show up unannounced, but with my guilt I bought her a single rose an some chocolate from the store and decided to surprise her. I knocked three short knocks and she was there instantly.

"Sevyn, Baby!" she greeted me in wheat seemed to be disbelief. she pecked my lips. "what going on honey?"

"Nothing... you gonna invite me in?"

"Oh yeah, come on in..." she stepped out the way and let me walk pass.

"you hungry? there's left overs" She offered.

I nodded yes. I loved Felicia's cooking. her food was always rich with flavor. she warmed me up a plate and sat it down. once she was sure I was into the food, she excused herself to go to the bathroom. I finished before she got back and she took my dishes and washed them quickly. when she came back I gave her the flower and chocolate.

"oh, Sev. baby you shouldn't have... thank you" She said sniffing the rose. I wrapped my arms around her and we headed for her room.

"where's your mom?" I asked as we hit her room door.

"she's on the night shift tonight..." she breathed, kissing me. I grabbed the bottom of her butt and pulled her up to ease her kissing efforts. she began to moan into my mouth, and I laid her on the bed. she pulled her shirt off while I unbuttoned her pants. I kissed from her waist up to her neck, while rubbing and squeezing her wit my hands. her moans became closer together and I pulled down her pants and began to penetrate.

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once we were done, she rested her small body on mines. her curly black hair was a mess on top of her head. her medium brown flawless skin was damp from sweat. I kissed her forehead and carefully moved from underneath her. I always liked sex with Felicia, and I still did but tonight my mind was not on her. I came back in from the bathroom and noticed something on her floor that I hadn't noticed the first time; in the heat of the moment. a pair of Boxers on the floor. my heart beat sped up. they weren't mine. I paced her room wondering if I should wake her up and confront her or just leave and ignore her. I couldn't believe she'd cheat on me. the thought made me crazy. then I thought of how I cheated on her and almost slept with Carla. I slowed my fuming knowing that I Didn't have the right to be this mad and affected. I decided to get dressed and just leave. but she woke up.

"baby?" she said in a sleepy voice.

"are you leaving without saying bye?"

"you think you deserve a goodbye?" I asked. She woke up and looked in my eyes.

"What..why don't i?"

"who the fucks boxer's are the floor Felicia?!?!"

her eyes got wide. "I...what where?"

I laughed humorless at how she's playing dumb right now.

"don't act fuckin stupid Felicia. who's are they?" She bit her lip nervously avoiding eye contact. I tried to keep my temper under control, knowing I didn't have room to be this upset, but I couldn't help it. I couldn't imagine some one else having her. and before I knew it I was standing above her with my hands at her throat.

"who's are they!!!?" I yelled, and she started flailing around, gasping for air.

"Sev..." she breathed." let...go"

"I'm only going to ask one more time!"

"There Mike's....mikes"

I let her neck go and she gasped.

I just looked at her, half disgusted. it was the same guy I just faught over her for today.

"Really Felicia? you know you're one Trifling little bitch! we're done!"

"Sev please-"

"just shut up! okay!  I don't wanna hear it. I'm out!" I walked out her house slamming every door. I don't know what my emotions were. they was all over the place. I was half relieved and half hurt. I don't know which one over powered the other. I know that this doesn't necessarily put me on the market for Carla, but it helps. I wasn't even sure if I wanted her like that. maybe I was just caught up in the moment. maybe I shouldn't feel relieved that I caught Felicia cheating.