i didnt know it was that bad. i knew he was struggling but what happened on stage is just.. wow. i should be fangirling over the fact that i spoke and hugged my idol for 5 years. but how can i?
how can i if he is suffering. how can i if he isnt well... how can i when i know hes broken
youre tired arent u
i am
those words kept replaying in my mind for the rest of the night. justin returned and kept singing and finishing the concert. every now and then he would look at me and we would share smiles.
when it finished and he was about to go backstage for the last time. he looked and me and mouthed thank you . my eyes filled with tears right after that.
i went home and ofcourse there was drama over this. the fact that now we know he is in fact broken emptionally. justin had figured out my twitter since everyone was tweeting me the pics of him and me runing backstage. he tweeted me thank u. i replied with stay strong and he faved it
if only i could make him happy again
