Life as a Submissive (ON HOLD)

Chapter 8 Revised

"Master?" Kristie asked as she walked into Logan's house before him. After her first threesome with Sharkboy and Logan she had admitted to never climaxing before meeting Logan. Upon hearing this he'd promised to make her come a lot more often before showing her a key.

A key that had changed her life.

A key that went to a 'toy' of Marks. A large black hammock looking piece of cloth hung from two chains that connected to two cuffs. Kristie didn't give it a second thought until it came time for her to be strapped in.

Logan had her sit in the hammock part before taking each of her ankles and strapping them each into a cuff, leaving her sprawled wide open before him. The point of the machine was to allow for better leverage. While she was strapped in and sprawled open for Logan he could stand in between her legs and, without using much effort, swing her onto him as he made her ride his dick with ease.

It had been exhilarating.

Just the memory of her screaming orgasm had her flustered-all hot and bothered.

"Yes?" Logan asked as she followed him hand in hand to the living room where they settled into the couch, her cuddled up to him as he switched the t.v. to the movie channel.

"Why did Mark freak out when I called you Master? Darius did the same thing." She had meant to ask him previously but every time the thought came to mind it was always inopportune timing.

Logan smiled, running a hand through his lovers blonde hair, relishing the feel of the soft curling lightly wrapping themselves around his fingers. He gave a small chuckle. Just like the way you have me wrapped around your little finger, my pet. he thought to himself. "It's because the only time subs call their Dom's Master is when they are in a long term, permanent relationship."

Kristie stilled in his arms.

They hadn't talked anymore about the contract since they'd signed it the previous night, but she still had questions.

She didn't want this thing with Logan to end, but they hadn't talked about how long any of this was for. Sure, she hoped it would be for a couple years, just like every other couple in The Blue Moon harem, but every time she'd tried to ask about Logan's past everyone got quiet and someone would change the subject quickly.

"What's the matter?" Logan asked as the silence between the two stretched out.

She gave a heaving sigh. Might as tell him; maybe he'll answer some of her questions she still had. "How come you let me call you Master, then?"

"I like the sound of it. You should feel honored, my pet. You are the first sub I have let call me Master." His voice sounded stern, letting her know she should tread lightly on the subject. He was touchy.

"How long does our contract extend?"

Silence.

"As long as you would like it to." Logan paused as if deciding to add something onto that before he continued. What, she wasn't sure. "Listen, Kristie."

Uh-oh. He was using her real name. That couldn't be good.

"There's something about me you should know."

When he paused Kristie gave a curt nod, letting him know it was okay to continue.

"First off, my past with subs as almost always. Been iffy. After my first sub, Paige, I couldn't function properly. She had been my everything. I dedicated myself to her every day and night, never straying from her side. I loved her, after all, she was the first girl I had ever done any of this with. And, at the time, I thought she loved me to. That was," he paused.

"That was until I caught her in bed with another guy from the club. Not only were they in bed," Logan tensed and his hand paused with it's playing in her hair. "She was tied down to the bed as she screamed for him to fuck her while he recorded it."

Kristie lost all breath from her lungs.

"In a relationship like ours cheating isn't just cheating. We give ourselves up both physically and mentally, and for someone to break that trust." he was shaking from the effort to tell his story. "It breaks you to see it."

Kristie leaned up to cup his check before giving his lips a reassuring peck.

"Thank you, Kristie." he smiled when she pulled back, before a stern look took over. "But I have to finish this, so quit distracting me." he laughed as she pulled away in a pout. "It's nothing against you, my precious pet, but if you keep giving me that look I just might have to finish this story elsewhere and take you here on the couch."

She nodded, sliding down in the couch to get comfortable again as he continued on.

"Anyway, after that I could never commit myself to anyone, switching subs like someone would switch the channel on the television. I couldn't stay with the same girl longer than six months at a time before I would throw her out like trash. I knew it was wrong. I still know what I was doing was wrong, but I didn't care."

Kristie reassuringly began to run her hand up the length of the arm she held hands with in a tight grip.

"That's why whenever I brought it up at the club everyone would get quiet. They think I'm just another girl." Kristie almost quit breathing at this realization.

She didn't just want to be another sub for him to throw out in a couple of months. She wanted to mean something to him, to have a place in his world. She sat still as Logan adjusted himself so that he could look her in the eyes.

He gripped her hands, his thumb gently running over her knuckles as he looked down at their joined hands.

"I want this to work, Kristie. I want us to work." As he spoke he shook their joined hands for emphasis. His smile made her want to hope, but she knew hope only hurt people in the end. This she knew all about.

Kristie nodded sadly, coming to terms with the fact that people never changed and that only meant this thing with Logan wouldn't last.

She only hoped that when it did end she wasn't completely and utterly in love with the infamous bad boy player Dominant named Logan.

However, his next words made her only wish this could work out some way or another.

With a smile he leaned forward and planted a gentle kiss to her lips before saying, "Kristie, move in with me."

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A/N

Heyllo you beautiful people :) Just wanted to give you a quick heads up. The name of the story is Life As a Submissive, but that doesn't mean the whole story is going to be about nothing but sex.

Yes, you guessed right.

It's time our little Ash gets serious. Not only is she moving in with Mr. Logan here but she doesn't even have a job anymore. So what do you think?

Should she work at the club? Should she get a waitressing job? I want to hear your opinion on the matter so leave me a message on my wall or comment what you think. And remember, I'm always looking for someone to dedicate to.

Oh, and hoped the little background story of our dear Logan helped you to understand him as a person more, and try to remember who Paige is. Because some drama is about to unfold my friends.

Tata for now my lovelies

XOXO