All of this started when I was 10 years old. I never knew what started it but I started to have thoughts not those good thoughts those sad thoughts those thoughts that make u think life is over. I was in the 5 grade when I had moved schools.A year ago and I had a good number of friends we were just a group of 5 graders like really it was only 10 of us in that group.I wasn't really concerned about the thoughts I was having at that time I thought it was just a normal cause and effect thing that happened to 10 year Olds.
During that year I lost my grandmother she was everything to me. Every one cried when she was gone but I kept my tears to myself because I was feeling some type of way I couldn't really explain it.No one asked me was I ok it was just she'll be good,she'll be ok, it will be fine but in reality it wasn't.
As years passed It started to hit me she was gone she wasn't coming back it hurt me but that wasn't the start to my problems.
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DEPRESSION
أدب المراهقينThis is a story about my life.it envovles a little of death,suicide attempts,Cutting,lieing,thoughts, And last but not least depression.
