Bellamy Blake imagines

{ imagine Y/N died }

Everything had happened so fast I couldn't release what just had happened, I just saw her fall down with an arrow in her chest.

All of us stood in the forest and everyone was ready to go home but Y/N was out on the field looking around like always then the arrow came from no where. I screamed her name running towards her until Clarke stopped me.
"Bellamy it's an open field if you run out there you will be dead"

I easily got out of her grip and ran out on the open field, I didn't care if I would die a piece of me had already done that.

I knew what I had to do, I was beside her and I quickly picked her up. It was easy to do because she didn't weigh nothing, she would always give her food to other people in need. I started running towards camp I didn't care if the other ones didn't follow me.

"Bell" I heard Y/N voice, she was fighting for every thing she said or did.

"Don't talk just keep looking at me Y/N/N, please just fight" I said running faster and faster.
"I love you Bell" she said and then the all the way back to camp she was quiet.

I laid her down in our bed.

"Y/N?" Clarke was sitting next to me and she already knew she was dead but I didn't want to believe that I would never believe that.
"Y/N please just fight!" I talked louder and louder until I screamed her name.
"Y/N PLEASE DONT DO THIS TO ME"

"Please kill me"
"I'm sorry Bell" Clarke said and put her hand on my shoulder.
"Don't call me that, only she is aloud to call me that" I said not looking at her, I just kept my eyes on Y/N.
"I did everything I could" she said begging for me to at least look at her.
"If you were in my position you would not think that, Clarke, you did nothing to save her don't even pretend you did"

and with that Clarke stood up and left me alone with a dead heart and a dead body of the girl I loved and always will love.