Omg I'm so nervous.... I have my first boyfriend! He has invited me over his house in the past but now it's getting very sexual. I'm going back to his house tmrw
and he wants me to "give it to him deep"....whatever they means??? So last night I was studying with my best friend/ brother and I received a message from Michael (my boyfriend) saying "why are you hanging out with him all he wants you to do is spread your legs"! I responded with "why would u ever say that he is like my brother?" He never responded after that but.. whatever...
8 hours later!
Today I'm going over Michaels house and I have not talked to him since he never responded my text message! I see him in front of me in class and I feel my phone vibrate.....it was Micheal! He said "are u still coming over tonight"? I really wanted to say no but I couldn't! I responded "of course 😘" He than responded with "I have lots of stuff for u...to use" I don't think I should be doing this until I felt my phone vibrate...again it was Micheal! He said "I want to be your daddy and your only daddy I can't wait for u to be my little bitch and for u to beg me crying for more"! I suddenly felt very sick and didn't want to do it!
3 hours later!
It was time to go home and I forgot that Micheal was taking me home....I got into his car and I saw a letter sitting on his seat from "www.dildo.com"! I know what that is but I never wanted this... I know I love Micheal but no enough for to basically sell my body! We where just having a normal conversation until we reached his house and his mom or dad wasn't home. We walked into his house and right into his bedroom.... He started changing into some shorts and no shirt! He asked me "come on..come change with me"! I changed into a shirt and shorts and we layed down on the bed and started watching a scary movie. Suddenly I felt something hit my back and it was his DICK! He was getting a Bonner while watching the movie! He finally said..."Zoey I can't take this anymore I just want to have sex with u I love u so much and I would never want to do this with anyone but u"! I said.......Ok! I didn't really want to but it was happening! Without me second guessing his dick was inside me.... I could not stop moaning AAAAhhhhh, I screamed! I said...."I need a drink", so we stopped and I got a drink and started texting my best friend! "Tori I need your help"! I thought to myself and thought never mind I'm not going to scare here...so I hurried and texted her "never mind"! All of a sudden I hear a car door close! IT WAS MICHEALS PARENTS!! I told him "omg what if we get caught" he said "we won't trust me" ! We went into the basement and I started giving him a blowjob... it looked like he was enjoying it..but I wasn't! After a while we stopped and he drove me home! He asked if I wanted to come back over tmrw! I said" yes I would love to"!
The next day!
I woke up and had breakfast and was really sore! I wanted to stay home but what was I going to tell my parents? I just went to school and we got our seats changed in History and I'm right next to Micheal! I am excited to sit next to him now!
