Silently crying

Part 9

Ethan's POV.
Josh was a very weird person when I saw him with that knife in his had he looked like he knew its past. I walked over to the fridge and got out some water. Josh followed back to the living area when we saw vik and jj cuddling on one of the sofas. That was very sweet I already ship them. I sat down on the other one when josh sat on the floor. Simon came in with some food and sat down next to me. " what up with josh?" I whispered to Simon. "I don't know he looks scared." He replied.

Josh POV
I felt like they where all looking at me. But only soon and Ethan were. I decided to go and lay down. I entered my room and fell on to my bed.'please stay away Joshua. Only while I'm here' I knew it wouldn't work but I wish it did. I decided to look though my room to see if every thing was still there. Like my games, computer, knife ,gun and bullets. I only had that because i- Joshua was a hitman of some sort. I searched my room to find it so I could hide it. I looked everywhere but under my bed. I got on the floor and uses my hand to feel for it until something cold and hard touched it. I pulled it out. Just the way I left it. I was now sitting to my back facing my door. I held it in my hands for a while. I checked to see if was empty when I heard my door crack open. I sat on my gun and turned my head to see who it was. "Hey it's Simon do u want to get some food?" He asked. "Ummm yea sure be out in a second." I replied and he left. I put my gun back together and put in between my waist and trousers.
I opened my door and walked in to the kitchen to see food on the side. I grabbed a plate full and walked in to the living room. Trying not to make much noise as I said down I think people heard a clud as I sat down. "What was that? It sounded like something metal falling?" Jj asked. Vik was snuggled in to his side whilst harry, Ethan, Simon and Tobi where on the other sofa. "I-it sounded like a g-gun" vik stuttered. I started to feel my self going red and eyes start to glare at me so I got up and pulled it out my trousers so it wasn't digging in to me. "W-why do-do u have a gun josh?"Tobi started to stutter. "It's not mine." I said regretting then as I said them. I felt him coming out my head and becoming me. "FUCK"I cried out. My hands gripped tighter on my gun. "What's happening!"jj shouted. I collapsed on the floor still conscious. "They stated to come towards me when i put up my hand to stop them. "What is it jo-" Simon was going to say. I felt him creep up on me and started talking for me. "I don't know who your calling josh. Because that's definitely not my name." I replied. They all looked confused. "What is your name then?" Ethan asked scaredly."hahaha I'm Joshua. My first time meeting more people josh wished me not to kill." I stood up but not ask josh. "Umm Joshua what has happened to josh?" Tobi asked confused and worried. "No need to be worried Tobi brown. If I'm correct. I'm not going to hurt you." Joshua said with the most deceiving smile. "Wait how does he know your name." Jj asked gripping on to vik. They all looked terrified of this human. "Hahah I know all of your names. Simon minter, Ethan payne,olajide olatunji, harry Lewis, vikram barns and Tobi brown. Hahah no need to be afraid. I'm only human." I said. They all looked petrified.